CHILDE WIND



We possess no soul; therefore we can neither love nor hate-- and neither of those should ever be confused with passion, which we hold in abundance, though it knows no direction.

We might employ the word "love", though its connotations are not as the mortal might define it, self-sacrifice not being within us, and we may utilize the word "hate", even in great rage, but it's not the same definition.

Dark Kith remember, however, what it was like to feel absolutes, we keenly experience an emptiness inside ourselves, like dried husks, the seed stolen away. We want to bear fruit but in us is nothing fertile. We are barren mothers, impotent fathers. This hole angers and frustrates us. We are limited, confined, enslaved. Mortals walk where and when the fancy pricks them whereas we cannot. Hate sublimates into contempt, disdain and envy forcing us to lash out through sheer momentum-- perhaps one of our human reflexes, to kill and feed on that which is alien, irreconcilably different and weaker.

Passion without direct target, impossible to narrow to one subject, we are consumed... it often masters us, alters to avarice and coveteousness. We desire to fill our void with things we can no longer obtain or experience-- a beating heart, pumping blood, muted senses which make the world more of a wonder, true adoration, true loathing, faith-- all this, these natural needs and the preternatural inability to harvest them boils inside the void, eats us like a cancer, makes us like Cerebus from the very gates of Hades itself; always before but never inside, snarling on the fringes. Emotion without purity, without validity, without focus, wide-spread and volatile. The intrinsic behavior of a soul-full being made extrinsic, but with the eternal memory that once upon a time it all fit together...

....This is what it means to be a vampire.



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FAMILY

My Mother, Sylff

My eldest aunt, Machah

My youngest aunt, Chalyss

My twin, Wylde Hunt

My Grandfather, the Darke Lord Gr��l

FRIENDS

Vashti, also known as Talon or simply "Ti".




The Legal Mumbo Jumbo
All characters contained on following pages, or their distinct likenesses, the names Unnaturals, Hunters, R.UN.ners, GEMlabs, and G.U.A.R.D. are copyrighted under law by Rebecca Baerman, 1987, 1989, 1991, 1996, 1998, and 1999. Artwork excluded in this claim would be any that she herself did not draw which belong to their respective owners and creators legally. What will eventually be printed will not include borrowed images, and Rebecca Baerman makes no claim to them as her own.

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