I am drained
I don't sleep for days
Immersed in the drama
Strapped to your stage
I don't want to be just another lover on a
Ledge
I can't give you your life
I can't give you my sympathy
Off your knees
Release me
I'm whole again
I want to fly
I want to run
I want to hide from you
Then i want to crawl back and lie down And hold onto you
I don't want to be just another lover on The edge
I can't give you my life
I can't give you the rest of me
Off your knees
Release me: I'm whole again
They tell me i have to keep up my Strength
I've got to eat something
I'm hoping that the taste will kill me
I have agonized to find a different way
And there is no soothing for the boiling of
My skin
There is no comfort here
So what if i'm standing?
I still hurt from my hair to my feet
I know this is nothing now but once it Was everything
They tell me i have to get up and dressed
They tell me i have to start getting out
I've got to keep busy
Maybe exertion will do me in
I have been defiled a thousand different Ways
There is no pressure from the Hemorraging
There is no healing me
So what if i'm walking now?
I still burn everytime that i breathe
I know this is nothing now but once it Was everything
It rips me from my dreams
I swear i hear your voice
I run from room to room to find you
So what if i'm walking now?
I still burneverytime that i breathe
I know this is nothing
Nothing
For me this is everything
It cuts me like it did then
It's consuming all my thoughts
And swallowing me again
And what you see is what's left of me
But i'm here
I didn't think i'd scare very easily
But i fear this thing
It is wearing me out and thin
Paralyzing me again
It was vicious all the way here
I am barely alive
I wish you love
With anyone else but me
I wish you love with anyone
And all i can do i will do for you
If i'm here
I promise i'll remember you
While i'm here
I wish you love again
I am surrendering me
Surrendering mine
I'd rather sew up my mouth
I'd choke sooner than ever say it out loud
Figure it out
I still wish you were here
I am breaking down from breaking in
Give me the wings to fly
Don't you see me trying to ride out this
Hurricane?
I t's impossible for what's left of this to Be saved
And it's sinking in that my being here's a
Mistake
*Erase*
Forget i was here
Don't you see me trying?
I'm slit now i'm sliding
Floating, Flying
I'm ready for my fade
I will wait for you here because you are All i know
