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It's amazing how much things can change in a matter of days. Past anger regresses, fresh anger emerges. Being discarded. Delibrate. Open wounds. People whom I thought I was angry with, it turns out are the best and most loyal friends I have. Then there are those who help me when it's convinient for them. Depending on who is around you treat me differently. How can you lie and say you'll do something and then blatently "forget." At least give me a little credit that I'll eventually figure it out. Everyone. With one exception. Forgot me. Involuntary loneliness. Hurts. I thought you were friends. All of you. Betrayal. I can't even form whole sentences. How can you pretend not to know? I'm too shocked to feel anger. Only emptiness. You're not worth my anger or my tears. You're not worth my emotion. |
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