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What the hell.  Ya know, one day you can't stop talking about him and going on and on about how no one knows him and we can't make opinions.  The next day you clam up and won't discuss him for days.  Maybe .. just mabye .. you've come to the self-relization that he's an ass?!!?  Oh, sorry what was I thinking, he's God right??  Can do no wrong, even though it seems to be a one-person worship session.  Geez, ya know I luv ya, but take a step back and see what we're seeing.  NOTHING!!!  He's never around, and the only time we see you is a) when he ditches you for a reason (we never know what they are until he makes it up) or b) well ... I'm sorry, there is no "b." My bad.  --  Another thing, what's this whole deal with this "ditch the group" thing.  What good does it do?  You sit around for a week feeling sorry for yourself and praying that some friend will call you despite your threats that you didnt want to be bothered.   Well, here I am sitting, knowing that you want some kind of contact but yet if I call you'll be all pissed and ignore me.  Ya know!!?!!   Get outta HS and into the real world.  I'd love to see you tell your wife or boss, "Just let me be for a week, with no one calling etc and I'll be fine."  Oh like that'd ever happen.  Immature, stupid ass, baby tricks.  Do us all a favor and grow up, hun.  --  If ONE MORE PERSON comes to me and tells me some deep secret that no one else knows and I can't tell anyone, I'm gonna kill someone.  Then, a day later I get the OTHER side to the story.  So here I am, just miding my own business and I get stuck in the middle of someone else's.  I refuse to take sides and I don't really like to give advice.  So don't come to me in the first place ok!!?!?  I mean, talk to your pillow or something.  Or at least ASK me first if I wanna know the situation etc.   Common courtesy folks, before you spill your life story to someone, ask them if they want to know it.  A lot of times I'll say yes and then have only myself to blame when I'm stuck in the center of some stupid shit again.  Damn guys ya know,  I do have a life and don't need to spend every waking moment with someone.  Believe it or not there are nights where I'd like to get to sleep before midnight.  Occasionally.
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