| josh |
| Josh, I'd call, but you're prolly asleep and I can't think fast enough to talk anyway. Maybe I should have already figured this out, but being that you communicate differently than I do, your body language and your words are hinting different things. When I think about what has happened in the past, it makes me trust the words more than body language. However, nothing is agreeing. Words from the past do not seem to agree with words now. In other words, I've heard you say a few times that I'm not an option for marriage. I've also heard you say you'll marry your closest girl friend. I don't know if I'm your closest... I know you have a few good girl friends and I am one of them, so by that standard I am an option. To make matters worse, I'm not always sure when you're serious and when you're not. And it seems that as of late you have adopted my habit of alluding to things occasionally. I think recently you may have tried to tell me that you didn't mean it when you said it was more likely that you'd date Mandy than me, but I have no clue what you were talking about at the time, because both of us were alluding to stuff and you just changed the subject. Now you�re saying Liz is hot� ;-) Maybe you don't even know if I'm an option or not, but I would like to know. No matter the case, I�m praying for you and count it a blessing to be your friend. Abby P.S. "If it were easy, or risk free, it wouldn't be as fun :-)" you say� Your way is risk free though, for you. The girl tells you and you make the decision. No risk. So where's the fun in that? |