A Smart Kagome?
Hmm, I wrote this because I was pissed off
when I learned that Inuyasha chose Kikyo and then Kagome just went back to
him!!! So, what if she had reacted differently to Inuyasha and Kikyo? What
would happen then?!? Muahahahah.
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He
chose Kikyo...
He
couldn't stand it when another even looked at Kikyo...
He
belonged to her and she to him...
A
surge of anger ran through her veins at Inuyasha's betrayal. As quickly as it
came, the anger left her. What was the point? If Inuyasha could say these
things to Kikyo then his heart did never really belong to me. It hurt. She
wished she had not given her heart to Inuyasha, even if he didn't know the
depths of her feelings. And in that moment she decided knew that things would
only drag on if she did not give up on Inuyasha.
There's
only so much a girl's heart can take. But it hurt to be smart. It hurt so bad.
Why
did she even come back then? Yes, she really wanted to see Inuyasha but then
there were also her friends. She really believed she could help them defeat
Naraku. And although she's giving up on Inuyasha in terms of loving him she
would still care for him in a special way. He shouldn't be the only reason I
come back. There's Shippo, Miroku, Sango, and Kaede-sama who were waiting for
me to come back.
But...
she didn't think she could face Inuyasha right now. Ok Kagome, you can do
it, just turn around and walk away. You're a strong girl. Just turn around.
Slowly, Kagome turned away from Inuyasha, him still staring at the spot Kikyo
disappeared from.
Inuyasha
felt a flash of awareness. Kagome? She's here? He quickly turned around
to see Kagome walking slowly away from him. She saw... He made a move to
call her name but stopped with her name on his lips.
"Kagome,"
he whispered to her back.
Ok
Kagome, just one step at a time, do NOT look back. With each step she felt
as though she was losing a part of her heart and yet she also felt detached
from the pain. She knew that it would hurt in a while, when the shock wore off,
but for now she welcomed the feeling of nothingness. Her steps quickened as she
walked faster.
I
want to escape the pain. She broke into a run as tears started blurring her
vision. I have to be further away from him.
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Okay... so it was really short.
Gomen gomen.
The next part is ready but I think it needs some fixing up but it'll be
up as soon as possible. If anybody is reading it. :p heheh. My first fanfic
EVER. Please please please tell me what I'm doing right or wrong.
Review onegai. ^_~