Loosing Myself

Sitting in my apartment
Alone for the first time
In a long time

I can't help but feel something missing
This painful shock is in my heart
And I don't know why

I've lost myself
I realize this now

My heart
My soul
My mind
Everything lost

All I want to do right now is cry
But I'm still confused on why

Why aren't I myself anymore?

I've gained a lot in the last while
Yet I'm losing the most important thing
Me

My heart crushed
My soul lost
And my mind going too fast

So I'll sit here in sorrow and pain
Until I fix what has been broken
And I find myself again

---MARKO IVANCICEVIC---
07/26/2001