Inside My Head
November 29, 2003
     This afternoon I have to play violin at the Festival of Trees. I'm starting to get nervous, and it's only 10 o'clock.... Ike is sleeping on my bed. He is so cute!!!  I need to remember to get stuff to feed my butterflies. Last night, we unthawed some strawberries from this summer and ate them while we watched Alias. It was fun. I keep thinking about the Tall Man. I wish I wouldn't think about him because he likes someone else and I only talked to him twice, AND C is kinda mad at him. It sux. D and E are going out, and C and B are going out now "officially."  All of my friends have dates except me. All I have is a stupid crush on a dork.  Now Caroline will probably try to get me to go out with someone like she did with E and D. It worked for them, but would probably be very humiliating for me...
December 5, 2003
     Today we got our Christmas tree and put up all of our decorations. It was very fun!! Tonight we are going to usher at A Cgristamas Carol in the Civic Theater. It should be a good show, I love the book and the Christmas shows are always really good. Wow, I need to practice typing.. I was listening to the Schindler's List music online yetserday and it made me cry. It keeps running through my head... I know Mom got the violin book of it for me for Christmas, I saw it in the mail. Only one butterfly from mu science fair project hasn't hatched yet. Ohhh shit, I have to start writing that paper. Oh yeah, D and E broke up. E doesn't seem too sad about it. C and B still going out, however C says B is not acting very much like a boyfriend, whatever that means. Like I would know. On Thurs, she asked me why I wasn't going out with anyone, like I was a lesbian or something. Kind pissed me off, I would go out with someone, but I don't get asked out, so it follows logically that I'm not dating anyone.....
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