| Chapter 2: Confrontation "Hey B, wus up? You look like somethin's botherin you. What is it?" Kelly Roland, fellow band member said to Beyonce the day after the day after Beyonce's date with Jay Z. "I really don't know what I want Kelly," Beyonce said. "Well, do what you think is right for you B, do what will make you happy" Kelly said. "I don't know what will make me happy, I mean, they both make me happy.in different ways sort of." Beyonce said. "What ways?" Kelly said. "Well, Shawn makes me feel somethin Lindell hasn't made me feel in a long time.but I feel like I'm not being honest with Shawn because I still have feelings for Lindell.well actually I'm not sure if I do, but Shawn thinks I do, and I think that sort of puts a strain on our relationship and prevents us from being as happy together as we could be maybe if I had fully solved things with Lindell." Beyonce said. "hmm.." Kelly said thinking. "I think maybe you should give Jay Z more of a chance, and then see if he's right for you." "Yeah.that's what I've been thinking" Beyonce said. "But I'm just not really sure now." "Lindell called you yesterday." Kelly said. "I didn't tell you 'cause I noticed you were upset." "What did he say?" Beyonce asked trying to hide her excitement. "He asked if he could talk to you but I told him you weren't here and asked if I could take a message and he said no.I think he wants to talk to you though." Kelly said. Beyonce picked up the phone to call him. "Hello?" Lindell said. "Hey, it's Beyonce." Beyonce said. "Hey," Lindell said. "What's up?" "Kelly told me you called me yesterday." "Oh..it wasn't anything important." Lindell said. "Oh.." Beyonce said. ".yeah," Lindell said. There was a silence between them, like he was waiting for her to say something. She was waiting for him to say something too. "Ok then," Beyonce said wishing he would say something. "um..bye" Lindell said. "Bye." Beyonce said. They didn't hang up. Part of each of them thought the other would still want to say something. But they didn't. Reluctantly Beyonce hung up. "You still feelin' him huh?" Kelly said. "No, I'm over him. I got Shawn now." Beyonce said. "What did he wanna say?" Kelly asked. "He said it wasn't important." Beyonce said. Kelly looked at her in disbelief as if to ask Beyonce if she really believed that. "Well then I'm happy for you..bein strong like this. I know that what happened between you and Lindell is really hard on you.hard to.let go." Kelly said. "It used to be. But..he's not an important thing in my life anymore." Beyonce said. "Jus' like what he had to say to you wasn't important." Kelly said. "Kelly, I don't care anymore..I said it wasn't important. I don't wanna talk about it." "You mean you just ignore all the feelins' you have for him?" Kelly said. "You don't know what he did to me." Beyonce said getting irritated now. "Yes I do," Kelly said. "No." Beyonce said defiantly. "You don't. I didn't tell you all of what happened..and I'm not going to." Kelly knew Beyonce was denying what she was really feeling. "Ok" she said. "I'll stop." "I'm gonna go to bed now..I got the Allure interview tomorrow." Beyonce said. "Aight," Kelly said. "G'night" "'night" Beyonce said. Chapter 3 |