| Chapter 11: Escape To Sanity Beyonce stayed overnight at the hospital. Lindell stayed too. The next morning the doctors said she was in her right mind now thanks to medication that relaxed when she felt tension. Lindell went in to see her. "Hey," he said. "Hey," she replied. "You have any more dreams?" he asked. "Dreams?" she asked. "Yeah. Yesterday you said you had a dream." Lindell said. "Yesterday?" She asked. "I don't remember anything that happened yesterday." "Oh�you said a lot of crazy stuff," Lindell said. "I did? Anything I said to you, I probably didn't mean." Beyonce said. Lindell didn't say anything. The doctors had warned him that she wouldn't remember anything she'd said or done yesterday and that what she had said yesterday, if anything, wasn't nonsense but what she was really feeling inside. "Look, I think the reason you had a break down was Jay Z, what's been goin on between yall?" he asked. "Nothin." Beyonce said. "Now you know that not telling me whats bothering you doesn't do you any good. Just puts you here�in the hospital. So tell me." He said. "Lindell, I don't wanna talk about it." She said. "Jigga's gave you all that stuff and got you right where he wants you. He told you not to talk to me, and you listened and keeping everything inside drove you out of your mind. You need to leave him." Lindell said. "And what? Be with you?" She asked angrily. "I didn't say that. Just leave him. He aint good for you. I hate to see your in pain like this!" He said. She looked into his eyes and hugged him. She started crying. "You're my escape," she said. "My escape from it all. I'm so blessed to have a friend like you in my life." She said. He held her like he loved her even though he was just her friend. Chapter 12 |