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September 27, 03 -- 8:16 pm "Hello, I've waited here for you, Everlong". today was relaxing. i know i should've done some of my outlines by now, but as usual i procrastinated. haha. today i finally learned how to play Everlong (by the Foo Fighters) correctly. Its a hard and painful song to play. My fingers are red and poofy, but i'm glad i finally learned it cuz the song is really nice. go dl it cuz its awesome. yea, now i'm in a good mood. xD yay. im still exhausted as heck even tho i woke up around 11 am. dang. i slept like 12 hours. haha, yea but im still tired from tennis and school. now, theres no break at all. I rarely have time to relax, and if i do, its cuz im procrastinating so its not like i dont have anything to do. its a bad habit. blarg.. sucks. geeeez. i want school to END. when i graduate from college is gonna be one of the happiest days of my life. NO MORE SCHOOL. yay!! haha. only 6 more years to go (hopefully). haha. o YEA. i updated my pictures section with new pix from red group sleepover. check it out! byebye September 26, 03 -- 8:39 pm hello! o man. im exhaused. seriously, everything is pretty lame. Yea, o_O. I'm gonna go crazy. too much studying, too much tennis. AHH! yea, and im just irked by little things. stupid things. Things i shouldn't care about. scrapbook was arite. Boba with Taly, Nikki, and Gita (Taly's cuz) was fun. They're so great ^_^. yea, i have no clue what to write. I dont want to write about how I feel or anything cuz i really dont know. I'm confused about certain things, sad, tired, bored, angry, and everything put together. Plus my stomach hurts. ew. haha. Well, one reason i'm sad is that I dont talk to the same people that I used to as much. Its like they moved on or more like moved away. Where are the people that I once had? I dunno. I feel lost. Kinda out of the loop I guess, but yea some people are out of the loop in my life too I guess. everything is way too confusing. as usual. whats new? September 25, 03 -- 6:48 pm hey! dang everything has been SO crazy. this year is just plain crazy. i took my first APUSH (ap us history) test.. it was HARD. and we had tennis matches for the past 3 days. BLERG. i am dead worn out. really, im SO tired. i'm dizzy and lazy feeling. It sucks. Too much stuff to do! waaah. Junior year sucks. Everything is so hard and so confusing and everything. man. i want everything to be simple again. September 20, 03 -- 10:47 pm wow! crazy past two days. lets see. here we go: Friday: We had the shortest tennis practice. We didnt even hit a ball. it was pointless. and whats wrong with the coach!? "oh, you guys need to practice more" and they give us practices like this. wtheck!? well anyway, afterward, i went to a scrapbook meeting which lasted till like 7:00, and then Jenny, Taly, Diana, and I went to Curry House. ::yuuum:: Then Taly and I chilled at Didi's "royal chill" house. haha it was great. =) Saturday: this was the longest day ever. and it was the first time EVER i got lost. i was going to heart walk in El Segundo with Diana following me. Well, I accidentallly missed El Segundo Blvd. (diana saw it but didnt bother to call me and tell me i passed it) and i somehow ended up around 5th street in the ghetto part of Inglewood. SCARY. haha. it was an adventure. thanks to my handy-dandy car map and michelle, we finally got there. It took us like an hour, but yea, it was all good. it only took us about 10 -15 minutes to get home. lame. well then Brittany, Meeche, and I drove up to PV and stuff and then i went down to health fair. We pretty much all chilled in the back room. Blarg. then i went home and Meeche decided to go to the movies. So yea, i went with Bryan, Francis, Michelle, Brittany, and Nikki. We ended up not watching a movie, being bored in the parking lot, going to the beach, and then gettin in n out and going to Nikki's to hang out. Meeche and Brit had to get home, so it was Nikki, Francis, Bryan, and me. We were all tired (except Francis) and Bryan and I were kinda dozing off. HAHA u should've seen how Bryan was sitting. LOL. yea, but then we all went home. it was a crazy day, yep. im TIREd, cuz i got up at 4:45 am so i could go to the heart walk. yay. im tired. im out. latez <3 September 18, 03 -- 8:23 pm hello! arg. everything has been SO stressful. blarrr.well, yesterday we had our second practice match against Bishop. That was the first time i played Varsity (doubles. with camille). Sadly, i lost both of my matches, but thats ok ^_^. i went to orchestra and i was SO tired i swear, i was about to pass out playin violin. i got home and had a huge headache so i just went to sleep. Today we had another tennis match, but it was league. we lost -_- sucks. I played #1 doubles, again with camille. we won one match and lost 2 but still, we did fine. varsity is pretty hard. yea, so i'm DEAD tired. its hard to handle 0 period, AP classes, tons of homework, tennis (matches and practice), and orchestra and stuff. I have a test tomorrow in Environmental AP. I didnt really study but i seem to kno the majority of the stuff, so i'll study more later. yeaaaa. bryan told me to learn this song called Everlong on the guitar. its kinda hard, cuz i cant get the strumming right, but yea im gonna get it down. arite, i'm out~ byebye September 16, 03 -- 5:32 pm hey. last night, i found out that Phillip Chung died. He was only 20 and he died in a motorcycle accident. It's ironic cuz he came back from Iraq (fought in the war.. he was a marine) not too long ago. He came back unhurt, but then he suddenly dies. He touched so many peoples lives and was so kind (even tho i didnt kno him well). He was only 20 too (he was my sister and steph's bro's friend). RIP Phillip. Yea, i kno people say dont take life for granted and yadda yadda, but its true. LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST. u could die and never see anyone ever again. its horrible, so love everyone while u can. live life with no regrets. well, i mean u might have some, but live life to the fullest. enjoy. September 15, 03 -- 8:15 pm hello! dang for the past 3 days i've been updating at the same time (well. take a minute). yea. everything is so stupid. calculus is dumb. tachibana sucks. i dont learn and i dont know how to do things. lame. english is stupid. Riley is a dumbass. french is.. french. easy, and fun, but class is BORING unless we all get off subject. enviro is a crazy class. we get TONS of homework and class is as boring as your mom. its horrible. plus i'm in there for ssr. -_- lame. APUSH is... boring. gr. its gonna suck. tennis is pretty good. i won my practice match today: Me and Camy VS Marisa and Junko. 6-4. i'm happy. but still. life is lame in general. I'm not so confused anymore, but it still makes me kinda.. sad? i dunno. everything is just lame. maybe everything seems lame cuz of all the lame homework. school SUCKS. thats my point. the end. September 14, 03 -- 8:15 pm hey. i dont wanna go back to school tomorrow. -_- make it STOP! arg. o well. i don't even know how to do calc. anyway. u kno wats weird? i feel like im growing away from friends that i don't talk to much anymore. I mean i see em a lot but they give no effort to talk to me bout randomness. Then i feel like.. closed off. I dont want to tell them things anymore. I feel more open even to people i havent known as long. maybe its just i trust the other people more? i dont think thats it, but i dunno what. i feel like i need to keep certain things between myself and certain people. i'm sorry to the certain people who im starting to grow apart from, but if u dont know who u are then maybe its just on my part. or u are just too blind to see it. i miss them all but i dunno. I guess its just part of change. Gotta move on but it makes me sad. And I'm still kinda confused about something. I don't like being confused. darn. o well. i'm just a little angry/sad/confused right now. i dont kno what to do anymore. who can i talk to who actually, truly cares? i only know a few. help me. byee<3 September 13, 03 -- 8:14 pm hello! this is my new layout! i'm still workin on it so please bear with. thanks! well today was the Diamond Division DCM. It went very well and the craft thing was awesome. You did a great job kathy!! xD. Thanks derek btw for giving me a ride. Anyway, I dont want to go back to school on Monday. School sucks. 0 period sucks. Everything sucks (maybe.. except tennis). Haha. Yea, im confused and tired. This is when i get all nostalgic-feeling over nothing. It's weird. I feel sad and bleh and nostalgic and i dont even know why!! then I start thinking and when someone thinks TOO much its never too good. gah. This nostalgic feeling is so weird. well, yea. i've been majorly confused for the past week. a few people know what i'm talkin bout. i dont know what to do. and this feeling isn't helping. being confused sucks, just to point that out. im gonna go. byebye August Archives July Archives |