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Forbidden Love
Love: it hurts knowing that you can never love one
particular person... Especially when your kind is forbidden from loving
their kind... I am a Darkling, and the one of whom I speak is of the Elfin
race. Sweet and innocent, he is unlike any other Elf anyone has ever seen.
His hair is black, streaked with golden bangs and tinged with soft amethyst--amethyst
like his gorgeous eyes.
It is in the Darkling nature to lust--moreso than
any other race, but this boy I want with all my body. What? You wanted
me to say 'and soul'? Darklings could never comprehend the idea of a soul.
We are creatures of desire, of lust, and of sin. I myself am what you would
call 'evil.'
Che, humans have so many concepts that do not apply
to anything but themselves. But I will admit that this 'love' is an accurate
emotion common in all races. I watch him sleep, and curse the Gods for
forbidding love between us. He is all that I can never be: innocent, pure,
attractive....
And he can have the light...
Wonder why my kind is called 'Darkling?' It's because
we are forbidden the light, like so many other things we cannot have. Night
is our world, and Night it shall always be... That is why I cannot have
him.
I, a lowly thief in the Darkling society, could
never even love one of his status even if he were not Elfin. Why would
a prince love a thief, especially when that love is forbidden by the Gods?
"Bakura, what the hell are you doing just sitting
there?"
Malik, my partner. Damn him. I would be content
just to sit and watch the Elfin Prince sleep--even if that were to be all
I could ever do, it would make me the happiest person ever...
*****
"Yugi, get up!"
Damn Yami... I don't want to get up... My older
brother or not, he has no right to drag me around all day. He's the
one that will gain the throne, not me. So why do I have to go through all
the same training he does? I'm the oddball, the black sheep of the Royal
Family. I want the darkness...
But I'm forbidden to have it. Forbidden like I am
the beautiful boy with silver hair that watches over me each night...
*****
Dusk. Maybe I'll be able to see him now, when our
two worlds are allowed to meet... Gods, there he is, just sitting and watching
the sun set! I wrap my arms around his slender form, and as he looks up
at me, I see that he has wanted me, too... As for the laws--fuck them all.
I push the prince to the ground, kissing his neck ever so softly, loving
how the last of the sunlight makes his golden bangs shine.
His skin tastes just like sunlight should--sweet,
if only because it's forbidden. I hear him whimper underneath me. A whimper
of pain? Perhaps. Like all other Darklings, I'm a Sado-masochist; I'm aroused
by the pain in others and by pain inflicted on myself. I take off his clothes...
There's no time for foreplay--our worlds can only
meet for one, precious hour. Hastily, I take off my own clothes. I know
he needs preparation, but there's no time... I content myself to just enter
him as slowly as possible, hoping that it won't hurt him (too much, anyway).
To keep himself from crying out, he bites my shoulder hard enough to draw
blood. And Gods, it feels good...
*****
Oh Gods, oh Gods.... it hurts so much, but it feels
good in another way, too. Fearing that my lover will start right off, I
brace myself for more pain. But it doesn't come... I open my eyes and look
up into rich, chocolate brown ones framed by liquid moonlight. He's waiting
for me to tell him when the pain goes down!
Sighing, and feeling like the pain fell twofold,
I rock myself against him. More pain lances through my entire body, but
pleasure goes with it. He starts moving, making me see white. He finally
readjusts himself, hitting a nerve inside me. I can't cry out... I just
can't....!!!
*****
Gods, what a lovely sound... His cries of pleasure only spur me on faster, making us both need more. We come together, his intolerance for the wonderful mix of pleasure and pain making him come without further help from me. I tumble down off his slender, fragile frame. As the smaller of the moons rise in the sky (signalling the end of dusk and the true start of night), I hold him in my arms. He's mine, no matter what anyone else (even the Gods themselves) wants to do about it. My forbidden love....
~~owari~~
MR: maybe, if you guys ask nicely, I'll make a sequel! ^_^ I love this pairing... so kawaii!
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