Always hearing their words of scorn
Hated for my ways so strange
Dealing with it from day to day
Losing hope as minutes pass
Wanting only to be free at last
Free from their normals ways
Free from their spitful gaze
Finally free only to be depressed and torn
Finally free only to be sinfully reborn
Will I never be like them?
Will I always stay dark and grim?
Will I always wear the mask that grins and lies?
Outside it smiles but inside it cries
Pain is my pleasure and pleasure my pain
Death and torment are my only claims
This is my life, this is my story
Full of Death, Sin and glory
Having no one by my side
No lover, family, or concubine
Feeling nothing but blood lust
Leaving my victims in the dust
Cloaked in Darkness and armed with grief
I continue my search for my souls' peace
Though my happiness short, and my suffering long
This I will hum, my Demon Song