Waking Torture

In my mind
I am screaming
Feeling the dawn
Destroy my dreaming

Sleep my only solitude
Being torn from me
By the alarm clock's ring

I tried so hard…
So hard not to think of you
But it runs so deep
Your face haunts my sleep

Those eyes, your smile
Your soft strong touch
I feel you close, it seems
But it's only in my dreams

Alone again,
I wake up crying
And I tear at my pillows
Suddenly screaming

Throwing my alarm clock
And sobbing endlessly into the pillow
I miss you so much
And softly under my breath
And through my tears
I wish I wasn't so weak and in love