Paradise

I hid your pictures
I forgot your voice
feeling like,
I had no choice

I put reminders of you
in an small dark box
though sometimes in my head
from the depth of the dark, it knocks

I feel trapped
and alone
Hurt when i'm with you
dead when i'm not
I don't know why
sometimes, i even cry

It's been a long time...
I should of said a word
but i couldn't bring myself
in thought or heart
to disturb what might be for you...
Paradise