Foolish

I sit here in my dark room.
I stare at the screen
my mind sees you
I'm looking in your eyes.
I cry.

I'm a fool for you;
there's never been any doubt.
But I love you and she wants you
and you say that you're weak.
I wish I were just confused.

Help me
It hurts my battered heart.
You know my pain.
How I hurt as I told you.
How I felt safe as I imagine you hold me.

I live in this fantasy.
Or so I tell myself.
We love each other.
I love you…
The King of hearts,
My heart,
And I am your fool.