Thoughts from Mommy to Cheyenne
Dearest Princess~
In all of my twenty-three years did I ever imagine a journey like the one you have started me on. To hold you in my hands is amazing to me. You are still such a little peanut right now (although you are a whole SEVEN pounds now *smile*). It amazes me that someone like me could have had a hand in creating someone like you. To me, you are so perfect in every way.
You've already figured out that you can wrap mommy with a small whimper that tugs at my heart strings. Every time you cry the cry from your soul... I cry right along with you. I'm still not sure what we cry about... All that I know is that my baby girl isn't happy and that makes me unhappy.
Even though you are so little yet, I can tell that you are going to be a special little girl. You have so much to offer the world... and so much healing that you have already started. If not for you... I wouldn't know what a special sister I have because I wouldn't have had a worthwhile reason to call her and face my fears. If not for you... I wouldn't have even started to heal myself from the wounds of my own father. If not for you... I wouldn't have understood and known that complete and total unconditional love can exist in such a pure and innocent way. If not for you... I wouldn't see a light at the end of this tunnel I've found myself in... you make me feel whole again... even though you are only beginning your life.
My special angel girl... I love you with all of my heart and I promise to love you forever no matter what.
Love always,
Your Mommy