Title: The Morning After
Author: ChazyChazBenito
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Mike and Chaz's affair.....will everyone else find out. Please R&R .
Authors Note: First LP Slash fic. M/C Pairing. Complete.
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Chapter One
Well here we are, our last concert in Germany, I'm so happy I can't wait to go back to Los Angeles. Go back into my own bed, and to the bathroom......the
bathroom where it happened. Oh Chester is on now, singing his song.....the song he said he wrote about fame but I know the truth, he wrote it about us.
Mike watches on as Chester strums each note and belts our each word with sheer passion. As watches he blocks out the song intirely .....everything turns quiet and
black all he can see is Chester. When.....when will I have him again.....he whispers softly under his breath.


His daze is then interrupted by the load roar of the cheering crowd, and the start up of Brad's guitar for "One Step Closer". Mike then takes the stage for the final set
of the show......which seemed to go by slower than usual.......seeing of his anticipation of leaving this God awful city.
They finish the song finally and head back on to the bus......all the guys are exausted from what seemed like a never ending show. As they were being driven to the
hotel Mike sat and sipped on his Diet Coke as he checked his recent e-mails.
Hmm one from Anna, and one from Esaul.......hmm nothin really new. As he stared down the list of e-mails he noticed one from himself. Now how why the fuck
would I send myself an e-mail....what the hell is going on. In curiousity he opened the it......to his surprise it was from Chaz.




Hey Baby,
I know that you won't see this till later after the tour in Germany.
But I want you to know that I never have felt as close to anyone ever
in my life then I am to you right now. I love u Mike....I know I'm married
but I feel something with you that I don't feel with Sam...you are my lover
and I am yours. But you know as well as I do that this can never happen
again....not soon anyway.....maybe someday.....but not now. Oh, your waking
up I better go.....how I wish you would stay asleep longer my love. Well until
we talk again.
Chester




Mike was in complete shock by the email.....he couldn't believe that Chester was actually sober enough to remember the affair. That he actually felt the same way
about him that he felt.
As Mike was pondering the e-mail in a unwavering daze....the bus came to a stop in front of the hotel. Mike is shooken by the sudden stop and quickly turns off his
computer so as not to let the others see the email. He quickly goes to his bunk to grab his bags for the night......as he packs his favorite pillow in his bag(he
doesn't like the thought of sleeping on a used pillow)....he finds a small note perposly placed in the front zipper of his front duffel. He cautiously opens the small
piece of paper.....knowing in the back of his mind that it's from Chester.


Mikey,
Meet me in my hotel room at 2:00am......the room number is 345.
We need to talk.
Chester.


Mike was apprehensive about the note.....what would he want to talk about.....why at 2am......is it about that night or something else. His trane thought is interrupted
by the loud yell of Dallas telling him to hurry the hell up.....Mike quickly grabs his duffel, unknowingly forgetting the note.


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Chapter Two
The guys are all out drinking now....I'm left here alone in my room....waiting for 2am to come. What could Chester want to talk about....he said that he didn't want to "see" each other anymore.

Maybe he's changed his mind...or maybe the others found out.....the band would be ruined....why...why does love have to be so complicated.

As Mike pondered these thoughts he slowly went back to that night...the night that changed everything.



It was about a month ago.....the weather in Cali was as it always seems to be.....hot, sunny and humid. They had just finished their final concert for their US tour. As usual they signed as many autographs as they could and left the venue. "Wow I'd have to say that that definitely was one of our best shows" exclaimed rob happily. "Yeah I totally agree....one of our best" Joe said smiling. "So good in fact that I propose a party at my place" declared Chester before talking a sip of his beer. "Yeah we can have a real kegger" Brad laughed, "Yeah we'll invite everyone....all of our friends make a real night of it......so who's in?" asked Chester looking around the bus. All of the guys jumped up and blurted out words of agreement....all except for Mike. "Well Mike are you in our not...come on, it comes down to u" said Chester, batting his eyes for Mike's approval. "All right what the hell" said Mike giving into Chester�s demands.

Later that night at Chester's house the party was in full force. All of the guys were having the time of their lives....even after the high energy show, they were as awake as ever. Rob, Brad, and Joe were standing around flirting with a couple of Sam's girlfriends, while Phoenix and Chester were having a drinking contest.......Mike stared on from the corner of the room with Anna. Mike hadn't seen Anna in for almost a full month......yet he barely even paid attention to her. As she talked, his body was there but not his mind...it was elsewhere.....watching Chester.

Later at about 3:00am.....there was barely a person in sight, except for Chester, Sam, Anna, and Mike. Mike insisted on leaving and taking Anna home but Sam wouldn't hear of it so she offered to put both Anna and Mike up for the night. Mike accepted the invite and helped Sam take the passed out Anna to the guest bedroom....and then decided to call it a night herself. "I'll bring Chester up to yah in a bit Sam, where is he anyway?" asked Mike scratching his blue tipped hair. "Oh I think he's puking in the bathroom downstairs Mike, could you go check on him....oh I hope he's ok?" Sam said worriedly. "Sure no prob.....he pukes all of the time....I'll bring him up when he's done" Mike said reassuringly as he walked down the stairs.

As Mike walked up to the bathroom door, he could hear the sounds of Chester's hacking. He knocked on the door and entered after hearing no answer. "Hey Chaz are you ok...you don't sound so good" Mike asked as he knelt down next to Chester who was kneeling with his head in the toilet. "Do I sound ok...I feel like shit" Chester said without even looking up. "Well Sam's worried.....you know that u shouldn't drink so much at one time" said Mike comfortingly. "You know your not my dad.....but your right....besides I think that I'm done anyway...nothing's coming up anymore" said Chester as he got up and flushed the toilet. Mike got up with him and leaned against the doorway as Chester brushed his teeth." So are you going up to Sam, because I think that she's asleep by now" Mike asked. "I don't know maybe I'll hang out with you....." Chester trailed off. "Are you sure that you are ok?" Mike asked concerned. "I don't know I feel kind of......" Chester lost his balance and fell into Mike's arms sending them both to the floor.

Chester laid on top of Mike and slowly positioned himself on his chest, "Chester are u sure your ok?" asked Mike. Chester didn't answer just started kissing his face...on his nose, lids and finally on his lips. Mike knew in the back of his mind that this was wrong, but let Chester proceed. He started with soft kisses at first then got rough as he rammed his tongue down Mike's throat. Mike loved the taste of Chester.....he always got a hard on just at the thought of having Chester to himself and now he was......he had him to himself and he was going to enjoy it. He then changed his position and sat straddled around Chester's waist......slowly lifting up his shirt and sucking on his nipples and chest.....he moaned in enjoyment to this. Mike then preceded by taking off all of his clothes and Chester's as well. As Mike felt Chester's slim body under his he grew even more excited......and started to go down on Chester. He took his fully erected penis in his mouth and began swirling his tongue around the tip....and biting down ever so gently. Chester began to squeeze the bathroom carpet from underneath him as he screamed in delight. As he was sucking, he could feel that Chester was getting ready to discharge, so he continued awaiting the taste of Chester's manhood. As he released, Mike took it willingly and swallowed it down.

Afterwards Mike quickly rummaged through the Bennington's medicine cabinet, finally finding the lubricant. He then preceded to turn Chester over on his hands and knees and began lubing him....then slowly entered. Chester screamed out in pain, but willed Mike to go on. He then began inserting in and out slowly at first upon finding Chester's spot he sped up. He rammed himself in as far as he could go.....and began jerking Chester off in rhythm to it. As Mike released he screamed in pleasure, and got off laying next to Chester on the bathroom floor kissing his sweat stained body softly. Mike had never experienced sex that wonderful before and neither had Chester......as they laid on the floor they both fell asleep.







The banging on the door was louder than ever now......as Mike turned over looking at the bright hotel alarm clock......2:10am." What I fell asleep.....but I only closed my eyes for like 10 minutes, man Chester's gonna be pissed" Mike exclaimed as he got up and opened the door. As he opened the door to his surprise it was Chester......leaning against the it with his back towards Mike...."Hey your late" he said as he turned around facing a shocked Mike.

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Chapter Three
"What were you doing....I've been banging on your door for like 10 minutes now......you don't have anyone else in here now do you?" Chester asked jokingly. "No Ches....I must've doused off.....sorry......so what did you want to meet me for anyway?" Mike asked in a curious tone. "Well let me in and I'll tell you" Chester said opening the door wider. "Oh sorry...come on in" Mike said letting Chester through. "Well what do you want" Mike asked as Chester sat on the hard hotel mattress. "Well..I assume that you got the email....right?" Chester asked looking into Mike's eyes. "Yeah so......" Mike said confused. "Well what I wrote was the truth...I think that I do have feelings for you....and I know that you have feelings for me too Mike" Chester said staring at the floor.

So he does have feelings for me....but how does he know that I feel the same. I mean I didn't lead him on he kissed me first....but I did do most of the action. But I had a feeling that he has feelings for me and he already knew I did....then why did he need to meet in such secrecy.



"Mike.....MIKE!" Chester screamed....disrupting Mike from his thoughts. "You DO have feelings for me don't you?" Chester asked for reassurance, as Mike just stared.



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It was almost 2:30am as the other guys were getting back from a night of clubbing. They were all tired and couldn't wait to go to sleep. But before they went back to their rooms they stopped on their bus to get anything else that they left behind. "God I'm gonna fall over real soon" said Brad stumbling onto the bus. "Yeah I know how you feel....goddamn I swear that this bus is spinning" Rob said before grabbing onto a chair for stability. "Well lets just grab our shit and..........son of a bitch!" Phoenix said abruptly, catching the attention of the others. "Damn Shinoda has the fucking bay key again.....everytime....." Phoenix trailed off into an endless stream of curses. "Well maybe it's in his bunk......I'll look" suggested Joe.

As Joe searched through the endless pile of dirty clothes and blankets he came across a piece of green paper. "Hmm must be a memo" said Joe under his breath as he threw it on the floor. "Nope not here.......he must have it on him" Joe said shrugging his shoulders. "Yeah but where is he....I mean he could've went out alone....after we left" Rob suggested. "Nah that's not likely.....maybe he's in his room.....we should go check" Brad proposed. "Yeah but what room is it....I mean I don't remember seeing him on our floor" Phoenix said. "Well maybe Chester might know where he is...we should ask him" Joe said as he threw Mike's stuff back in his bunk. "Yeah but room is Chester in......damn hotel reservations" Phoenix said getting mad all over again. "Well lets just go to the front desk and ask.....I mean they know who we are" Brad added as all the guys shook their heads in agreement.

As they were getting off Rob noticed a green "post it" stuck to Joe's shoe. "Mikey, meet me in my hotel room at 2:00am......the room number is 345. We need to talk. Chester..........what the hell is this all about." asked Phoenix, knowing that nobody had a helpful answer. "Well lets just go to Chester's room and find out" Rob suggested.

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"I still can't believe that you remember it in such detail.....I was sure that it was mostly the alcohol" Mike said pacing around the room as Chester sat on the bed. "Well I do, but if the others found out it would be the death of the band....you know that Mike" Chester said as he stood up. "But how can I forget that this ever happened.....I mean you enjoyed it as much as I did" Mike said putting his head down. Chester walked over lifting his chin..."I know baby I know"...Chester said whispering so as only for Mike to hear. Mike slowly looked into Chester's big brown eyes and started to remember "that night". Mike then presumed to kiss Chester....Chester tried to resist but loved the sensation he got when Mike kissed him. Mike started feeling under Chester's shirt....and grouping around his lower abdomen. Chester finally pulled away..."You know what will happen if we get caught" Chester said, still trembling from Mike's touch. "You know you want it Ches" Mike said walking closer to Chester.

Chester didn't respond.....but instead grabbed Mike and pushed him on the bed. He crawled on top of Mike sitting on his slowly erecting penis. Chester then started frenching Mike......swirling his tongue around and sticking it as far down his throat as he could go. Chester then started to pull up Mike's shirt......licking his tanned chest. Mike was moaning in approval as Chester slowly licked around Mike's nipples, sucking them occasionally, getting excited by Mike's sounds of pleasure. As Chester went further down his body, Mike's screams grew almost inaudible. He then started slowly to take off Mike's pants...revealing his fully erected length to Chester. As Chester was just about to give Mike head, the knob on the door turned, and then opened. Mike and Chester both turned to see Brad, Rob, Phoenix, and Joe standing in the doorway.

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Chapter Four
"WHAT THE FUCK....." Phoenix yelled at the sight of Mike and Chester getting it on. "Oh my virgin eyes" Rob said turning his face towards the hallway. "I think I'm gonna be sick" Brad added holding his stomach. "It's not what it looks like" Chester said standing up, as Mike put his pants back on. "O yeah well then what the hell is it, were you checking him for a disease or something....I mean that's fucking sick man" Joe shouted as the others all stared at him in shock. "How did you find us anyway?" Chester asked..."I mean you didn't know either of our room numbers."

"Well we came back from drinking and went on the bus to get whatever else we left behind and -" "And Mike had the fucking BAY KEY again" Phoenix yelled, interrupting Brad. "Yeah, so Joe looked in your bunk but it wasn't there.....but he did find this.....(handing Chester the piece of paper).....and so we decided to go to your room to get the bay key." Brad explained. "I can't believe you left it in your bunk." Chester said sternly looking back at Mike who was sitting on the bed, fully dressed. Mike looked down at the floor in shame and embarrassed.

"So we went to your room Chester and -" "Wait if you had Chester's room number then how did you find my room" Mike said abruptly interrupting Brad. "Yeah how?" Chester added. "Well I was just going to explain that....(Brad continued)...we went to Chester's room and knocked on the door...but when nobody answered for like 5 minutes we decided to call it quits and just go to bed. But that's when we heard moaning coming from this room.....a guy moaning". They all looked back at Mike who was turning red......and putting his head down towards the floor.

"Well now you know how we found you......now you tell us what the fuck is going on here!" Phoenix replied. "Yeah, I mean if our fans found out.......God we'd be ruined......besides your 2 guys....I mean what's up with that......and Chester what about Sam and Anna, what about her Mike?" Rob asked in a calm voice. "Yeah...besides when did this shit start......how long have you been doing it......oh my God I can't believe that I just said that....yuck" Brad said. "A month ago....on the day of the end of the US tour......before we came here. At my kegger." Chester replied sadly as if ashamed. "Yeah....me and Anna stayed over that night and Chester was in the bathroom.....sick.....and......it just went from there" Mike explained. "Hey wasn't that when you showed us the song....uh....The Morning After?" Rob asked. "Yeah...it was, I actually wrote it at 5:30 in the morning after we -" "Ugh...don't say it Chaz....pleassssee." Phoenix replied in disgust. "Well you guys know that this can't go on....I mean if Dallas found out....or Sam, Anna...it would be a huge mess." Brad said. "Yeah......but don't forget the rest of us.....we don't want to see that either....gross" Joe said, shaking as he thought of the site they just witnessed. "Yeah well how are we gonna keep Romeo and Juliet away from each other long enough to get them over this infatuation". Rob questioned. "Well, the tour 's over now....so we won't have to share a tour bus anymore.....so as long as they don't see each other for a while...that should work." Brad suggested. "Well I personally think that they need some professional help or something because this shit cannot keep going on" Phoenix said in a sarcastic tone. "Well I think that you guys should first tell Sam and Anna about this" Joe grabbed the phone from the night stand and handed it to Chester....having already dialed the number. Chester cautiously waited for the phone to pick up....."Hey baby, uh we need to talk".



"So of course Sam was troubled by the whole situation, but she loves Chester and they are now going to marriage counseling for help. I tried to work this out with Anna, but she wouldn't have it.....she was disgusted by the idea that me and Chester had been together, so she broke it off with me that week, and gave me back the engagement ring. I haven't talked with her since. It took so long for the guys to earn our trust back....even to this day, I still don't think that they fully do. It's been over a year now since we.....well did it......and I still crave it, from the time I wake up till I close my eyes to sleep again. I don't think that the feeling will ever go away.......or if it does....if I will be the same person without it. I'm not sure if Chester still has feelings for me....I'll never know, sadly we don't talk as much as we used to, hence for the band breaking up....but I will always remember that night. Whenever I hear that song.......the song that I helped inspire, I get chills and get depressed....I can't even listen to it anymore with out feeling all of the emotions that I felt....and still feel for him. But I guess loves like that, you crave it when you don't have it, can't keep it when you do, and wish it was there again when it�s gone. I don't know, I guess that didn't really make much sense.....but it's how I feel....and nothing will ever change that....no matter how many of these I have go to."



"Well Mr. Shinoda that was a very good session I think.....very revealing.....now that you've finally told me the story......I think that we can work from here to make you better. I think that soon these sessions will -" "Dr. Gosen, a call for you on line 3" The secretary said....interrupting the psychologist. "All right I'll take it out there.......will you please excuse me Mr. Shinoda, I must take this." The doctor asked politely. "Yeah sure no problem...I'll be fine in here" Mike replied. As the doctor left the room, Mike got up from the couch and stretched......he then went over and turned on the radio....turning the dial to find the right station. As he listened to the latest from the Deftones...he laid back down on the couch.....moving his feet to the beat of the song. As the song ended, the announcer announced the next song: "OK, now that was the latest from the Deftones....and here is an unreleased single from the sadly split Linkin Park...it's called "The Morning After"....enjoy.

Mike sat up in shock of what he had just heard.....he wanted to turn it off....but couldn't lead himself to do it. So he laid back down and listened, feeling the emotions rising as he always does.

"The Morning After"

Caught up against the wall again
Time to chill in the bar again
Never seize to amaze the night
So I just sleep sleep sleep please don�t
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

Got confused by the thought again
Lick my wounds like a dog again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don�t
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

I�m so tired there has got to be an end
to the pain I feel when I�m
awake and alive alive alive alive
and I�m dreamin

Caught up against the wall again
Time to chill in the bar again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don�t
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

I�m so tired there has got to be an end
to the pain I feel when I�m
awake and alive alive alive alive
And I�m dreamin



As the song ended...Mike laid there, staring up at the ceiling....a tear was starting to form. As he tried to keep it in it fell, leaving a wet streak on his cheek.

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