test

...if this is the test...

if this is the test i cheated for answers and
i'll let on like i was lucky to have just this once
but inside my little white blood cells are pounding to get you out
and i've gone to the doctor

but my nose is still running after you
like that cartoon skunk who can't quite figure out
this is the worst thing that could happen to a little black cat

but you've got my love like a string on your finger
and as soon as you remember
i know you'll come around

the equal plain lies between this and then that
and while you're playing this up i'll lie on that
cause i'm still playing the martyr and you're the fortunate son

cause i don't give up that easily and i can't push this down
i just wish you knew how much you mean to us
i just wish you knew how much you mean to me

cause you are too beautiful to pretend not to see
the stuff that's inside of you and the things underneath
and even if you are cute it don't mean a goddamn thing
cause i've got your face in my heart but not where i can see it

but that's not the all of it no it's not even close
it's just a small part of the bigger problem
that i have no clue how to fix
cause i haven't been eating and i haven't been sleeping
these are the things that sing me to sleep