| 06.14.02 i realized today there's no one here to stop my bad habits. and i guess that leaves it up to me. i'm fading away like a dream you woke up from. and i wonder, do you even miss me at all? you seem to be doing just fine. but i hear you hit rock bottom yesterday. just know i wish that i could help you. or rather i wish you'd help me. i keep having day-meres. i guess you'd call them flash-backs. opening my legs and slipping through the cracks- i want my skin back. i'm not doing that well these days. it only gets better to get worse. i wish i could give you a better answer, but it doesn't matter, cause you don't ask... |