Her Name Is Jackie

Her name is Jackie.

Her name brought a smile to my face.

Her beauty resonated in my mind.

With eyes so pretty, so searching,

     they broke down my walls.

Her sweet voice chased away a thousand sorrows.

She had a smile that lit up my day

     and I saw it every night.

The stars spelt out her name

     to make me feel better.

She is an amazing individual,

     with a great personality.

She has an indomitable will

     that I admire.

With a touch so soft

     and a heart full of love

          any man would be lucky

               to just be a good friend.

She is a wonderful person and

     these words don’t do her justice.

So when she is sad,

     it’s like an angel crying.

She meant the world to me

     and her name is Jackie.

 

 

 

Someone Today

I saw someone today,

Someone I thought I knew.

This person was strong,

had courage,

and a wisdom so profound.

 

I saw someone today,

a person I once knew.

He was scared,

bewildered beyond belief,

and a sadness about him.

 

When I looked at him,

I saw something

I wanted to be.

Something I admired.

traits I needed.

 

When I looked at him,

I saw something

I wanted.

Something I lost.

characteristics I missed.

 

I so wanted to be like him.

I so wanted to be like him.

Can I ever achieve that?

Can I ever return?

I am not strong enough.

I don't know the way.

I need help.

I need guidance.

I can't do this alone.

I can't do this alone.

 

Will you be my strength?

Will you be my guide?

Can you help me?

Can you help me?

I am so weak

 

 

 

 

 

 

Life is so Interesting

 

I’ve thought about life,

Analyzed it,

Theorized it,

and I could not come

up with anything

Conclusive.

 

As the days drifted by,

with each

Beautifully

setting sun and rising moon,

I thought of the

Love

I was searching for.

 

Believing,

Hoping,

PRAYING,

that there was

Something

out there for me.

 

With each of

Life’s

jokes, omens and signs, the

One

thing, that I’ve

Found

is actually the

One

thing I never wanted.

 

What is a life of

Loneliness? 

 

 

The Path

 

I am where I am because I choose to be where I am.

 

I do what I do because it's the path that I am on where I am able to do what I do.

 

I will not find another path like the one I am on, where I am doing what I'm doing

 

Yet here I wait for someone to choose to be where they want to be and do what they are doing, on their path, which leads to mine.

 

Here I walk, on the path I choose to be on, doing what I 'm doing so that I may do what I do to lead me to a path that someone is where they are.

 

 

Who Am I

 

A person who knows not who they are

is but a fool.

A fool who wanders the earth

is one who will never come to terms with themselves.

Look thy self in the mirror

and gaze into the vacant eyes of

nothingness.

See the monster within and

become who we are now;

for only a fool is gazing back at you

with the blank stare of

"Who am I"?

 

Who am I…

 

 

Random

 

Sitting here with wide eyes,

insomniac

by nature.

Blinded by the screen

of the future.

Worry

yet unafraid.

Unyielding,

never surrender

to life’s plight.