2 November 2006
you said you have best friends. I said i have best friends. But the situation is different
Reason...
I indeed a "choicy" guy. I might choose friend that worth to...without your knowledge, i might choose you be my best friend.
Anyway, things do not always go smooth. Some friends i treated them as my brest friend. I got a bad cold reaction from them. Seeming are you just the last position in their heart. Of course, I am not happy with that.
The Truth...
Funny, i did have best friend? Perhaps, I am sick...Because, i got very low self-confident, i do not know manage my relationship. Often, sad moment more than happy moment.
I got social sickness, depression.
Remedy
I am not totally ill. I know what illness i got. Sometimes, friends, do you know why i so hate you? Or maybe u can tell me why you so hate me?
truthfully, I am just seeking a medicine. Yeah, just a medicine. That cure me.... "Happiness"