| 10*15*03 written for oli |
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am i not worthy of your love?
am i not different from the others?
all i want is for you to love me
i cry myself to sleep each night
my heart is breaking and i can't breathe
i know you'll leave
leave me all behind
at first it was great
we talked all the time
i told you everything and we connected
but now it's as if you faded,
it's all fuzzy
it's as if you're a distant memory
how am i not a top priority?
if you love me so then shouldn't you make me happy?
actions speak louder than words
i wonder if you'd spend money on me
or buy me a gift just spur of the moment
or am i not that special?
i deserve better
i love you with all my heart i'd do anything in the world for you
yet you forget our anniversaries
you forget my brother
if you cared for me you wouldn't
you'd make it your job to remember
my pain would be your pain
yet i know i care more for you than you do for me
that's such a horrible feeling
i should practice what i preach
easier said than done
to love someone who does not truly love you back
maybe it's you who is not worthy of me. |
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