| 1*5*04 written for andre |
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come back to me
i miss you
your smile
your voice
your love
why won't this pain go away?
i love you with all of my being
i want you back
i want what we had back
it was stripped away from us
it's been 3 years now
since i've seen you, heard you
i'm sure you've changed
as have i
but i miss it
the love
you were my first
i gave myself to you
i'm with all these other guys to search
search for that special thing i had with you
will i ever find it again?
or are you the only one i'll feel it for?
i want to love but i can't
it hurts too much
pain is love
i miss you
i love you
you're the only one i've truly loved
the only one who truly understood
you treated me right
you loved me
i would have given up everything for you
my family
my life
anything to stay by your side
anything to feel your lips against mine
your warm touch on my skin
but the people couldn't see past skin color
they are ignorant
they made us miserable and tore us apart
the only happiness i've ever had in my life was taken
yanked from my grasp
i tried to hold on but i was too weak
as were you
we can't blame ourselves
even though i do
i wish i had been stronger
smarter
i wish i could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again
you love me
you loved me
when you said those 3 intimate words i believed you
you're the only one i've believed
no one else compares to you
no one else can replace you
i've searched for a replacement
it never worked
maybe i was young and naive
but atleast i was happy
i was happy
i'm not happy now
i'm miserable
no one can take your place
damn it! why can't they?!?
how come you happened to me?
how come i fell in love?
i didn't even want a boyfriend
love always find you when you least suspect it
in the end you always end up hurt
my heart can't feel anymore because of you
i'm shut off from all emotion
when i look at your pictures and your letters,
all i can do is cry
i can't stop these tears
they keep falling from my face
there were so many good memories with you
i want that happiness back
why can't the feeling of lovliness remain? |
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