2*6*04   written for myself and guys



i've given up on love
given up on guys
i'm torn inside
i just don't care anymore
i'm numb
you don't like me?
then that's fine
i hate everyone
i'm so lonely
yet i can't let anyone in
no one
i want to but no one understands
everyone's too busy with their own life
their own thing
all i need is somebody to love me
everytime i've had my heart broken i never grieve
i just move on to the next one
i keep all the pain inside
i don't let it out
now it's depleted my love
my very being
i'm empty now
unable to share myslef with another man
all of you only care about one thing, SEX!
how come i can't ever get a good guy?
one who treats me right and whose main care isn't "getting laid"?
maybe a guy with these traits doesn't even exist
gentlemen don't exist
i'm so fucking stupid
i let these people into my life
my heart
and all they do is tear me apart
maybe i should just give up and run
run and never return
this life of mine is so fucking boring
so fucking lonely and sad
i daydream every night about true love
a love that i've never had
and i never will!
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