9*6*03   written for oli



why haven't you called?
like you said you would
why don't you love me?
like i know you could
have you just pushed me aside?
all the love you said you had
has it vanished from your heart?
how cruel of you
leave me here alone
waiting, wondering, and worrying
atleast let me know you're okay
call me and let me know what's going on
do you still love me?
am i still your soul, your other half?
i let myself love again
is this what i get?
it's just a bunch of shit
i gave myself to you
take my heart and run?
i want it back
you've yet to give me yours
this is what you get when you dive in,
HEAD FIRST!
now i'm dead to you
your promises mean nothing
did i fuck it up?
everything's my fault
can't do anything right
maybe i don't deserve to be happy
is it my destiny to be alone?
i'm broken and crying
someone come put the pieces together
i'm internally bruised
what has my love shown?
heartbreak and degration
there's nothing in this world for me
i accept it and i'll move on
and forever distant ... i will be.
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