| 8*27*03 written for oli |
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i feel trapped
i want out
i feel like i'm routinely playing out each day
do something different
the monotonous drone tempts me with exhaustion
i see light at the end of the tunnel
but it seems to stretch endlessly on
will i ever get there?
i dream of the day i'll reach the light
and be with the one i love
i want to give myself to him and be with him forever
when will my wish come true?
when will i be with you?
i know i'm working towards structure in my future
but i'm tempted to damn it all to be with you
i know you'd tell me not to
that you want me to make something of myself
but i love you
two years seems like forever
what if you lose interest in me?
what if you miss me too much and move on?
my heart aches for you yet you're forever away
on the phone and through letters it seems closer
but, it's not
it's an illusion
i don't know if i can keep it up for two years
i might break down and have to be with you
to feel your touch
to feel your warmth
to see the love in your eyes
i hear the love in your voice and i feel it
though i've yet to see it
with my own eyes
i want to take you in
every inch of your body
i want to give my soul to you
you tell me relationships involve work
that if we work at it and keep faith, we'll remain together
we'll make it through these trying times and come out of it together and loving each other more than ever
i pray that it'll work because i love you
i'd do anything in the world for you
you're my other half
i'm complete with you
and,..
i'll never let you go. |
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