2*5*04 ~ written for all the peeps at Excel Academy
i hate this place
this lock up
why am i here?
because i cut myself!
yet it's not really that bad is it?
maybe it is
everyone here is psycho
if i'm not crazy now then wait until i leave
it's already my second day and i feel out of place
i want out
i want to be normal
self-mutilation
depression
conflict with mom
that's why i'm here
i swear i'll be good if you just let me out
get me out!
i'm not crazy!
i'm going out of my mind
you outsiders
all you do is stare and judge
i'm sure you're so very fucking normal
what exactly is the meaning of that word?
is being abnormal normal?
is being normal abnormal?
all of you are fake
you act like you care but you don't
we're your job
we're your paycheck
that's about as deep as it goes
you nod your head as i speak
don't act like you understand
you couldn't even BEGIN to feel the pain i feel!
sure there's others here like me
but once again i shall isolate myself from fake people
you are all weak
weak little boys and girls that whine about your pathetic, childlike problems
how sad for you!
boo hoo!
i will cut myself off from all of you
ha! interesting choice of words
cut!
i don't connect with you people
fucking psychos!
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