| 8*22*03 written for dad,mom, and oli |
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i can't wait until i leave
leave this all behind
i'm left out and i feel unloved
and the only person who understands me is up above
he's no longer here
now it's just me and you
and you leave me out
my heart truly breaks
i want you to love me as much as you loved him
but reality hits
i'll never be brandon
you and dad hate me for this
i should've died that night
not him
he was the smart one
he shone with light bright across the room
everyone loved him
he made everyone laugh
you keep me from happiness in anyway you can
you bind me by your ignorance
even if i'm truly in love
you can't see past skin color and look into their souls
what if he truly loves me?
what if he's the first man who treats me right?
what if he's my soulmate?
i pray your ignorance won't keep you from me
i want you as a part of my family
i want you to be a loving grandma
be a part of my love
allow me to be happy
that's all i want before i die
for you to get over you ignorance mother and let me date who i want
that's ALL i want
out of everything, that's the wish i choose
maybe you're punishing me
who knows?
maybe you wish it had been me. |
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