| 3*7*04 written for chris |
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never followed through with what you said
i should have known once the first tear was shed
i'd worry
i'd wait
i cared
but did you?
no
maybe all you wanted was sex
i thought our conversations meant something
but maybe i was wrong
all of you put on masks
pretend to be somebody you're not
how come you couldn't wait?
it just didn't feel right to me
doesn't that mean anything?
i just wanted to meet and talk
sex isn't everything
don't get me wrong
i was wet as hell
i just didn't want to have sex our first time meeting
nothing personal to you
it's personal to me
i don't want to fuck anymore
i want a man to make love to me
and why say you like me and then not call?
you can kiss me
you can touch me
maybe that was just the beer
i'm really fucking glad now that i didn't do anything
i'd feel even worse
i try not to cry
but it can't be helped
i don't know what's wrong with me
why can't i see?
through the lies and the games you play
don't answer when i call
that's fine
your loss
not mine
i refuse to wait around for you to call
like some pathetic little girl
i've got someone who truly cares
who wants to be in my life
i kept holding back
giving you the benefit of the doubt
but i know now i shouldn't have
you don't care about me
you never did. |
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