*it wasnt easy for me to be a scared white boy in a black neighborhood*
10.16.03
*and the wal-mart sign keeps on glowing and the winds of change keep on blowing*
10.15.03
*i dont know only God knows where the story ends for me but i know where the story begins*
10.14.03
CORAL FANG OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!! I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT @-}---
*im living on shattered faith the kind that likes to restrict your breath*
10.13.03
*i will buy you a new car perfect shiny and new*
9.11.03
take a moment of your day to help someone in respect to the tragedies of two years ago today. dont count the teardrops b/c he'll be back someday. @-}---
*this is a plea for peace to the oppressors of the world and to the leaders of nations, corporate profit takers, to the everyday citizen. greed envy fear hate--the competition has to stop*
9.12.03
*so he voyages in circles succeeds in getting nowhere and submits to the substance that first got him there*
9.15.03
i dont know if yall caught the gravity games yesterday but nate adams beat travis pastrana. travis pastrana has always gotten first in every freestyle motox competition he has ever been in. craziness.
*this is how to create the enemy this is how to start a war*
9.17.03
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!!!!!!!!!!
*give me space so i can sleep give me space so you can drown in this with me*
9.19.03
tonight was crazy. went to the football game and met brits friend who goes to the cult dv8 thing he was pretty cool. then we went to find this punkass bitch hilary girl who kicked tyler in the balls and all of a sudden like a hundred people start going over somewhere we thought was a fight but i dont think there was so were all standing around and we decide to start a mosh pit but that didnt work too well w/all the bd and concordia ppl. then we found hilary and renee had a little talk w/her. yeah. then we go to ryans show and the brian dude was there who saw the lady and her cat in walmart at one in the morning. later fred came and talked to us like the whole time and we were talking about the weird muscle guy who was there one other time and then the weird muscle guy comes strolling in! so at the end of the show i called alex b/c they were playing oar and then he showed up like 5 minutes later and was like dude that weird muscle guy is so weird. that was my excitement, but probly not exciting for yall @-}---
*love your hate your faith lost you are now one of us*
9.21.03
i felt so sick all day dude but i still went to the show at the factory. saw tri-state kiling spree for the first time theyre awesome. however once again i missed skuzzy bogie and i think alex is mad at me. he saw us during tristate before we left so i thought he wouldnt notice if i wasnt there when he played but apparently he did notice, so i just want to say i am soooooooooooo extremely sorry alex. @-}---
*you seemed to find a hole but i just laughed and smiled begged and rolled my eyes*
9.26.03
tonights our homecoming but i dont think at this point that im going. i think im going away this weekend. i dont know where. just out of here. @-}---
*so dont strike no light and dont cause a red theres gonna be a blackout, blackout tonight*
9.27.03
well i was almost to the game and renee called and said it was cancelled so we went to taco bell and then brit and mike came. brit wants to know what drugs we do so she can get some. anyway then we went to the homecoming luau at like 11 and the dance was goin on until 1 and the damn dj was from 96.3 and he only played 3 nonrap songs. so at one we went and saved our spot for the band who was supposed to go on at 130 but they didnt go on till like almost 2 so i sat there for an hour. anyways the band was fucking rad as hell!!! i was goin crazy man and all of seans friends that have never heard punk before were like what the hell as me and firestine and renee kept startin mosh pits with the like 20 people standing there. haha that was great. i still cant hear anything b/c i was right next to the amps all night. oh yeah and i got half of a drumstick and a pick. far out man. @-}---
*a ghost is all thats left of everything we swore we never would forget*
9.29.03
*im trying to believe in you*
9.30.03
*so this is all thanks for realization that all is gone wrong and nobody cares at all*
10.1.03
*walked away, heard them say poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again*
10.2.03
*so i protest the massacres at the Tanneman Square*
10.3.03
*did you hear about the infant born with a handgun, shot his twin brother coming out now he's an older son*
10.6.03
*im so ugly but thats ok cause so are you*
10.7.03
*i woke up in my mother's arms grandma take me home*
10.8.03
*the hardest part isnt finding out who we need to be, its being content with who we are*
10.9.03
*you vitriolic patriotic, slam, fight, bright light, feeling pretty psyched*
10.10.03
im so sick of all this shit. @-}---
*look what i've built, it shines so beautifully, now watch as it destroys me*