| MY INFO |
| One cold and early morning in December, on the 9th in 1982 I was born. That was the day that nobody would forget, the unleashing of the evil one. Now im almost 20, so watch out im free to walk the land! |
| Im going to do this like a yearbook type of thing so injoy HOMETOWN: Eden, VT NICKNAMES: Odie, OwenneiL SODA: mountain dew BANDS: insane clown posse, korn, all metal! THINGS I LIKE TO DO: i like to play computer games, just hang out, watch wrestling, MEMORABLE EXPERIENCES: i cant remeber yesterday Dont trust anyone, you will only get hurt. |
| I dont have many friends. To be honest I have only one real friend. Thats right one, and he's only around during the summer and holidays. Do to he is going to collage. Now he my best friend, we became friends in high school. 9th grade to be exact. Now he's been there for me any time I needed. If a fight was about to go down he had my back. If i needed a ride, if he was free he would give me a ride. We are just alike, we like the same sports, same music, doing the same stuff. With only small differences, He's a true friend. But I being so shy and quite, it's really hard for me to socialize with people. So he's no lie my only friend. Yea I have cousins I hang out with but only ones close to my age and he's 16. One cousin wants to hang out everyday. but he's only 12. Although we are on the same brain wave, It would be nice to have friends my age. But in my head i feel people hate me. Even if they don't I have this feeling people don't like me for no reason what so ever. And it really drags me down. Only thing that calms me down is video games. I sit in my room in the dark and I become someone else for awhille. I slide into the roll of OwenneiL a Col. in WWII. A soldier of fortune killing bad guys to save the world. Become a scientist that has to save the world from aliens. I become someone importing. unlike who I am in my real life. Im importing im saving the world, or im stopping drugs from hitting the streets. Im doing stuff id never do in real life, because im worthless. If i didn't have my computer id probably of killed myself by now... Anyway, getting back to thinking everyone hates me. I have no clue why i have this problem. I need everyone to like me but at the same time feel everyone hates me. So it's hard for me to trust people because people i have called friends ended up being backstabbers. So i have trouble making friends. |