) that came to about an inch below my elbow and this jackass, Michael, writes, "Next time don't miss.- Michael" i hate him...but he's one of those people that are labled 'the person you love to hate' *nods* yeah that's him...and a major pain.
The month of May, T.A.Ks testing...ah the horror. *starts screaming. stops. composses self normally* no, really I don't mind it. a friend once said to me, 'That's the way it is with the world. all you can do is defy and comply.' and so it is. it is but a ritual of sorts...a signal that school's nearly over. and to get ready to sweat your ass off. but hey its life right? or life so far as i know it as of now. i won't remain in Texas long after high school! too damn hot. besides, i like to wander. i'm a nomad. the world shall be my Nod. ah...but returning to April.
ah, to begin with, I got my cast off 2 days early, the scheduled date was May 2nd. On the same day I got my cast off, I believe it was April 30th, it was the day of the reading portion of the test. my best friend and I entered the first battle of a heart-felt and heart-breaking fight. It tore me apart. the day after,MAY, day of the social studies part of the test, more pain more torment, more anger, anger I couldn't release, because he is my best friend and I love him. and so it built, grew upon itself, and I went numb. minutes felt like days, hours felt like days, a day felt like a week unto itself, a week felt like years, two weeks felt like eternity. the silence was blasphmous and the neglect was torment beyond endurance. it basically split the circle in half...and Adam's gotten himself in trouble. hmm...who would have thought that blades are illegal on campus (oh he wasn't gonna kill anyone) and that butterfly knives are illegal in general? it was a nice knife though...but illegal. longer than the length of my palm. and so I'll be surprised if I see him again anytime soon. if his mom hasn't killed him...*winces* good luck buddy, you asshole.
heh, got fresh on Laura, utterly freaked her out...she won't be biting me again for some time to come.
fell away from The Otaku, distanced myself far enough away....Told ya I do stuff good. I mean if I'm gonna do what I set out to do...I'm thinkin there shoulf be some kind of like doggie treat at the very least at the end of it all, ya know?
got DUCKS for Easter...yup. seriously. 3 waddling, quacking, feathered white and yellow fluffed things. yeah so far all they do is eat, lay down, run away from you, follow eachother around continuiously, shit, shit in their water, quack, and shit some more. seriosly...I mean I don't expect them to pick up knitting or anything but DAMN! get a life! ...*shakes head* for as weird as they are...they're kinda cute. yeah well, my sister has hers, Quackers, the name doesnt fit the duck by the way. I have mine, Lestat, which fits it PERFECTLY...in every aspect except that its a duck, and then there's Crutch, my mom's little joke about him. I like him though. Lestat will be damned if he lets you touch him where as Crutch just doesnt care, just let him be with the other two. you wanna sit and pet me, go ahead, but leave me here. and Quackers follows those two around for dear life. well, I need a bath. so La'e.
I don't even know if I'm alive and dreaming
or if I'm dead and remembering
Signed-
Ristica May 11,03~1_10.AM
I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a White Dragon on the inside. If there ever was an apparition of balance, power and reclusive intelligence, my Inner Dragon is it. Whites are a fairly common dragon and are considered one of two harmonious dragons. My antithesis is the evil Black Dragon.
My Inner Dragon likes to think things out, plot against enemies, and look down upon the world from the highest mountain peaks. My favorable attributes are the Day, the Sun, truth, a positive attitude, and helpful magic. Humans only need fear me when they stray into my domain without proper tribute. Of course, that tribute would probably be a cake the size of a Volkswagen, but hey, if they wanted to move through my turf they should have brought it, right? If someone ever really wanted a fight I'd be an impressive opponent, considering I pack a breath weapon combination of Fire and Lightning. Even the nicest dragons can do some serious damage.
Urgh!
lol...that's a nice way to start off a conversation; if you can call it that! ah well, i just did so yeah, Bite me, alright?! *heh* i got a gift, a DVD...Arc the Lad...which i have no idea what is. but thank you, Nick!!!
brad: *runs and flings into nick's arms*
nick: *sweatdrop fades to a mischievious smile* awwwww...you're welcome...!*starts to hug her back*
brad: *jerks away suddenly and materializes scythe (keeping the blade gone) and starts smaking him with the pole* HENTAI HENTAI HENTAI!
lol...sorry nick. i seen the chance and i had to go for it...call it payback (though not literal) ehhhh...tomorrow's New Year's Eve! i dunno if that explination mark was for excitement or if i just thought it'd look good at the end of that comment...*thinks a bit and gives up shrugging*
Waiting for your modern messiah,
to take away all the hatred
that darkens the light in your eye.
still awaiting I.
Signed-
Ristica December 31,02~ 1_01
Merry Christmas everyone...hmm...kinda late, ne? lol...oh well its me gettin around to doin this so - yeah whatever.
New Years is coming up though...lol...uh, in four days. So Happy New Years'!!
*streamers and ballons fall from nowhere*
brad: *gets evil grin and picks up a cup of champaine, walking over to Ken�*
ken:*looks at brad smiling* Happy New Years Brad-Chan!
brad:*smiles and gets closer* Happy New Years KenKen! *lifts cup and splashes champaine all over ken�*
ken:*((really pissed off))* BRAD-CHAN!!!
brad:*runs over laughing to Omi*
omi:*thinking: oOOOooooooookay...* what are you high on?!
brad:*shakes head* nothing *glomps Omi* HAPPY NEW YEARS!
omi:BRAD!! I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!! *chases brad*
brad:*runs off to Ayan* Ayan!! Ken� and Omi are tryin to kill me!
ayan: *laughs* i know, i seen the whole thing!
brad: aw man...not good! *runs off*
Yes...Happy New Years everyone!
lol...man...haven't heard from ken� in a while...ayan got in a tad-bit of scolding from omi for not telling omi happy birthday when i 3-wayed her and ayan on Christmas day...got eh...somewhat freaked out on account of when i called ayan and her brother answered and omi and him started talking and well...heh...i heard a "spank me" from omi and a "no, not even on your birthday" and omi sorta went an "aww...you're mean!!" - uh yeah..not a conversation you hear everyday...or i should hope not.
*shakes head* and omi tried to deny being hentai..., there's my damned proof if i need anymore of it man, sometimes i seriously wonder if i should tell my mom the kind of people i surround myself with...no wait, that wouldnt work eigther because uh...omi startles me a bit...omi's damn-near terrified of my mom...uh so...*heh* yeah.
well, i have to live with her omi~chan. and people wonder about me...STOP IT!!! it's none of your friggin business!!!!!
oh well, i started a nice collection of C.D.s; Disturbed of which i listen to constantly. along with mad Anne Rice books (( i love hervampires...though another really good horror writer is Christopher Pike )) um Santa brought Ceres DVDs, i learned why omi~chan's so fond of the song "Cross My Heart" i ended up emailing myself the lyrics to four no five different songs...uh...and i got this drawing stuff from my bro. thoi ended up "misplacing" a charcoal pencil when i was finishing up on this picture for a friend of mine, nick. yeah, that's around the time i stopped hearing from Ken�. lol...i had him come over, and i hadn't gotten off of aim when he got there so i told Ayan and Ken� that he'd said "hi" and a few minutes later i left to go get bread and when i came back he was talking with them both and in Ayan's conversation, something about screwing a duck, and thinking before you speak came up. in Ken's a line about get your hand out of my pants, ooh yeah, nevermind, that's the spot, came up...yeah...someone got abused and it wasn't me...lol...*heh* and well i figured out that he knows how to "X" out of windows very quickly. he kept pushing the same damn buttons and was at "shut down" before i could blink 4 times. i was impressed to say the very least.
i've come to an end at my ramblings--
Awaken you! With a little evil inside
Signed-
Ristica December 28,02~9_20