MONOLOGUE: THE UNLOVED

by: Lyrae Macahilas

Don't think I don't know. I am aware of everything about you. *smirk* Of course I wouldn't tell you that, but I know. So don't think I don't know about her--I do; I just care too much to hold you back. If she could make you happy, then I should just stand aside...*scoff*...Easier said thatn done.

Don't think I don't mind. You have no idea how much I long to pull you away whenever she's around...But I shouldn't... I have no right and it pains me. So don't think I don't mind--I do; I just can't let you know how I feel... *sigh*

Heaven help me, I feel like I'm dying inside. Don't think I don't care. Whenever you look at me; it hurts to know that it's her face you wish to see. I wish you'd really look at me and realize that you actually like what you see.

But you don't and it tears me up inside. So don't think I don't care--I do; I just love you too much to do anything about my pain...