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| LYRICS |
| BY MYSELF WHAT DO I DO TO IGNORE THEM BEHIND ME? DO I FOLLOW MY INSTINCTS BLINDLY? DO I HIDE MY PRIDE/FROM THESE BAD DREAMS AND GIVE IN TO SAD THOUGHTS THAT ARE MADDENING? DO I/SIT HERE AND TRY TO STAND IT? OR DO/ I TRY TO CATCH THEM RED HANDED? DO I TRUST SOME AND GET FOOLED BY PHONINESS, OR DO I TRUST NOBODY AND LIVE IN LONLINESS? BECAUSE I CAN'T HOLD ON/ WHEN I'M STRETCHED SO THIN I MAKE THE RIGHT MOVED BUT I'M LOST WITHIN I PUT ON MY DAILY FACADE BUT THEN I JUST END UP GETTING HURT AGAIN BY MYSELF [ MYSELF] I ASK WHY BUT IN MY MIND I FIND I CAN'T RELY ON MYSELF I CAN'T HOLD ON [TO WHAT I WANT WHEN I'M STRETCHED SO THIN] ITS ALL TO MUCH TO TAKE IN I CAN'T HOLD ON [ TO ANYTHING WATCHING EVERYTHING SPIN] WITH THOUGHTS OF FAILURE SINKING IN IF I/TURN MY BACK I'M DEFENSELESS AND TO GO BACK BLINDLY SEEMS SENSELESS IF I HIDE MY PRIDE AND LET IT ALL GO ON/ THEN THEY'LL TAKE IT FROM ME TILL EVERYTHING IS GONE IF I LET THEM GO I'LL BE OUTDONE BUT IF I TRY TO CATCH THEM I'LL BE OUT RUN IF I'M KILLED BY THE QUESTIONS LIKE A CANCER THEN I'LL BE BURRIED IN THE SILENCE OF AN ANSWER [BY MYSELF] HOW DO YOU THINK/ IVE LOST SO MUCH I'M SO AFRAID/ I'M OUT OF TOUCH HOW DO YOU EXPECT/ I WILL KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN ALL I KNOW /IS WHAT YOU TELL ME TO DON'T YOU KNOW I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW TO MAKE IT GO NO MATTER WHAT I DO, HOW HARD I TRY I CAN'T SEEM TO CONVINCE MYSELF WHY I'M STUCK ON THE OUTSIDE |