Around these people (med students), I feel so dumb and spacey all the time not knowing what they were all talking about. It's the same complaint as ever coming from me. After watching the movie (and yesterday's episode of Dawson's Creek wherein underachiever Pacey graduates), I felt a lot better and some hope came in. Maybe someday I would be like this people who overcomes whatever is holding them back in the ground. Mine is self-pity. I decided to stop feeling anything. It would be really hard because I'm still human but then I have to try because my emotions are going to tear me into pieces.
Why do we oftentimes say the wrong things to people? Or do things that are not acceptable by a lot of people? For all those "wrong" things I have done in my life, I have regretted none.
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