| Trish didn't get any sleep that night. She was thinking about Jeff all night. She was crying all night too. This was the first time her and Jeff ever had an argument and it really hurt her. She missed him like crazy, she went around and asked everyone if they had seen him but no one knew where he was. Trish wished she hadn't the things she said to him. She didn't mean one word of it. She wanted to apologize to Jeff but no one knew where he was. Trish cried all night about that. She didn't want to sleep, she wanted her boyfriend. This just goes to show, you don't know what you got until it's gone. **Jeff woke up around 6:30. He looked at Amy and smiled. They had one hell of a night. Jeff would never forget it. He ran his fingers through Amy's hair and kissed her softly on her forehead. With the passionate night they just had, Jeff had a developed a new love for Amy. Still, he was with Trish and he loved her more than anyone else. Jeff missed Trish as he was holding Amy. He started to think about her and he regreted the things he said to her last night. Jeff looked at Amy again. She was sound asleep, she looked so beautiful and peaceful when she slept. Jeff hated himself for what he just did. He realized he used Amy and he didn't even have a good reason, just to get Trish back for what she said to him. Now, he missed her. Jeff made Amy had sex for nothing and here was Amy thinking it was real love. Jeff knew he was wrong but he couldn't turn back time. He thought he was the one that was hurt, Amy was gonna be more hurt than Jeff would ever be. All these thoughts filled Jeff's head. He quietly and got out of the bed. He had nothing on but his boxers. Jeff put on his shirt and slipped on his jeans. "Where are you going?" Jeff jumped, he turned around to see that Amy was looking dead at him. "Amy, last night was unforgettable but you know that I'm with Trish." Amy's heart felt like it was break. She knew where he was headed. After all that, Jeff was leaving. Amy started to feel tears in her eyes. "I took advantage of you, Amy. I only did this to get Trish back for the things she said to me." "You mean to tell me after all we just shared together, you're just leaving?" "Not like that... it's just... I'm still with Trish and nothing's gonna change that. I let my anger get the best of me. I shouldn't have over reacted to her last night." Amy was shaking her head. She couldn't believe this was happening to her. She kept asking herself, what had she done to deserve it. Jeff walked to Amy and was going to run his fingers through her hair but Amy pulled away. "Don't touch me." Jeff tried to do it again. "Amy..." "Don't touch me! Get out." "Amy, I'm sorry." "Get out! Don't you ever talk to me, look at me... don't even think about me ever again in your life! Go on. Go back to Trish. I hope you two have a happy life." Amy 's face fell onto her pillow. She started to cry. Jeff tried to apologize by touching Amy's face. "DON'T TOUCH ME! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM!" Jeff looked at Amy. He wanted to kill himself for what he just put Amy through. He decided to leave and leave Amy alone. Jeff started to cry. "I'm sorry." Jeff mouthed to Amy. He left. The tears wouldn't stop. Amy couldn't understand why this was happening to her. She thought this would be her chance to have the man she's always wanted but she was wrong again. Everytime Amy fell in love, it never seemed to last. Amy wanted a true love but everytime, she thought it was true, it turned out to be nothing. Now, the man she's always been in love with left her for someone else. She knew Jeff meant well but it just wasn't good enough this time around. Amy was sick of falling in love but she couldn't help herself, she really needed someone she could turn to, someone to care for, someone to call her own, someone to love but the man she always thought that someone would be just walked out of her door. |