| I had become very popular in the WWF. I gained a lot of respect too. I had not only been a 'cheerleader' but a wrestler too. I wrestled Ivory, Tori, & Terri. I beat them too. My favorite had to be the Evening Gown match with Terri. I'll NEVER forget that day. I had become very close with Matt and Jeff. I had become their little sister. Wherever I went, they went. Jeff & Matt were so protective of me, they had to be the sweetest men on Earth. I was spoiled rotten by them. In the ring, Jeff and I were called the 'cutest couple' by the fans. Who could blame them? We hugged, kissed, held hands, we did it all like the writers told us to do in the beginning. I was living in a daydream when we were a "couple." I liked Jeff but I couldn't make it obvious, too much was at risk. I wanted Jeff bad. Over these last two months, I had gotten to know him and he was "the one" I had always dreamed of but I couldn't let him know that because I cared for him too much. **I had been riding with Matt & Jeff in their car to all the shows, their autograph signings, and to the hotels. They were so good to me. Therefore, wherever they went, I went. Our next show was in Raleigh, NC and of course, that was Matt & Jeff's home state. They were going home. "He's not gonna like me." I said. "Trish, you get nervous too easily." Matt said. "Why would he let you stay with us if he didn't like you?" "Yeah, Trish, dad's gonna love you. Remember you felt this way when you first walked with us to the ring? What happened... all those people liked you. You know we love you, Trish. If dad doesn't like you, we'll make him like you." Jeff put his arm around me. I smiled at him. He had to be the sweetest man on Earth... he WAS the sweetest man on Earth. I had never felt this way before about someone. I wanted to be with Jeff so much but I couldn't tell him. It was a hard temptation to fight and I didn't know how much longer I could fight it. |