| "Well, I'll just get straight to the point. I had been wrestling with Adam and Jay in the CCW, Canada Championship Wrestling." "You wrestled?" "Yeah, I was as good as Jacqueline and Ivory but I stopped to go to college so that I would have something to fall back on if wrestling didn't work out for me. Adam and Jay had got a offer from the WWF to go to their training camp and they accepted so they stayed there for about six months. Adam & Jay came back and said the camp had sent a tape with Jay and Adam's wrestling on it to Jim Ross to determine their future in the WWF and if he liked it, then he would send it to Linda McMahon and if she liked it, they would get signed to contracts. I was offered the same offers Adam and Jay were getting but I decided to go to college first. So one day, Linda called Jay's house and said she really liked the tape and wanted to sign Adam and Jay right away. That's when everything changed." "How did Jay propose to you?" Stacey asked. I smiled when I thought about that. "Well, Adam and Jay had invited me and Allanah, Adam's fiancee, to Adam's house. So we rode over there. Allanah and I thought it was just gonna be a simple dinner but we were wrong. When we walked in Adam's house, they were candles lit everywhere and jazz music was playing. Allanah and I asked them what was going on. Jay took my hand and Adam took Allanah's hand. They sat us down on Adam's couch. All of a sudden, the lights came on and they were both on their knees. I started to cry and Allanah's eyes were as surprised as mine were. Adam asked Allanah to marry him and Jay asked me to marry him. They showed us these beautiful rings. There had to be at least ten carats in that ring. He said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I said yes and Allanah just kissed Adam so she accepted too. Jay was so beautiful that night." "Okay, so how do you and Jay break up then?" "Well, Jay came over to my apartment and told me Linda had signed him and Adam to a five year contract and I got mad because Jay didn't consult me about it first. Then, Jay said why should he have to consult me about things like that and I said because I was about to be his wife. Jay said I was taking it too seriously and then he asked me to come to the U.S. with him, Adam and Allanah. I told him I couldn't because I would have to say in college for another three years. Jay then said I didn't tell him I was in college. He got mad about that. So then we were arguing for a while. Then all of a sudden, Jay said he couldn't trust me in Canada without him by my side because I might cheat on him. I stopped and looked at Jay like he was crazy. After all this time we were together and right after he proposed to me, he thought I was gonna cheat on him." "That would've made me mad too." Stacey said. "Well, I got too mad, Stacey. I took off the ring and threw it in his face. I said when he went to the USA, he could take that cheap ring with him and give it to some bitch who he could trust. Then, Jay looked at me like I had killed his mother and I looked back at him in the same way. He took the ring and I never saw him again." "Did you cry?" Stacey asked. "No, I wanted him to leave after what he said. I said some mean things to him too. I didn't regret what I said but now I do. I never saw him again until that day he was looking at me and Jeff kissing. Can you believe that I was dating somebody else a week after he had left?" "For real?" "Yeah, I was that mad at him. I don't know when he started talking to Denise." "Are you jealous of Denise?" "No, Jay deserves a good woman and Denise is just that. Denise and I are friends. We met at K-Mart and she told me everything. She said she was engaged to Jay and she had on the same ring Jay had given me before but I wasn't mad. I didn't miss him at all but now..." "It's coming back to you." Stacey interrupted. "Yeah." "Did you tell Jeff you missed Jay?" "No, if I did that, Jeff would start assuming things and it was hard enough to tell him about the engagement. This is between me and Jay, not Jeff. I love Jeff but I don't want to lose him over Jay." "Well, this is what you need to do. You need to walk up to Jay and tell him how you feel. We both know he feels the same way. Just tell him that you regret what happened that night and that you still want to be friends. You also gotta tell him that you regret you never had a chance to tell him goodbye." "That's gonna be so hard for me to do. I gotta talk to Jeff about this first." "You gotta talk to Denise about this too." "I know... that's the worst part of it all." |