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| I've been thinking about sweet Sheri so much lately. She was such a good person. I truly believe that her heart was in the right place, she just struggled with the environment she was put in. She has taken me under her wing a few times, when there were very few others that would. She was the most UNJUDGEMENTAL person I have ever known. I felt I could tell her anything and it wouldn't even matter. I could NEVER even attempt to imagine how Jess and Channing feel. Man, I've learned the hard way that the hurt never goes away; you just find ways to cope for longer amounts of time. | ||
| When I told her Cindy and I wanted to come visit, there were no questions asked...just how soon we could get there. What an amazing person. I'm glad Grandpa and Grandma weren't here to feel the pain. Out of anybody, I wish she could have been spared. I'm sorry for talking about this with you... I know your pain goes much deeper then mine. But she was such an important part of major changes in my life. And if I could describe her in a few words: it would be unjudgemental, living life to the fullest, unselfish, I miss her mom. I just can't imagine what life is like for her Jessica and Channing. Jessica is a strong person and I see so much of her mom in her. We were lucky growing up not to have MAJOR changes in our lives... but eventually it happens. | ||
| During church pastor talked about the end times and how we should take heed to the hurricanes and earthquakes in California. It makes a person think. We are not promised tomorrow. We can only live for today. Actually, I fell asleep during the sermon and had to go to the car to sleep (due to my sleep, wake cycle. But he did mention for we must not blow these natural events off. It perfectly coincides with what the bible talks about. I truly believe it is at a point people need to consider bringing anyone else into the world in such times. How do you feel about that? I am almost to a point where this world has gone to pot and exposing anybody else to it would be tragic. I'm sure it's not as bad as I'm making it, it just makes me wonder. | ||
| Watching you and dad work is just like watching a movie; just when things settle down, something more comes up. I just know it's giving me an ulcer. When are you guys going to retire? I don't think I have the energy to worry much longer!!! | ||
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