This is some pain that I feel every living moment of my Fucken life.
GODSMACK song Moon Baby soothes me Coz It depicts my pain.

Moon Baby
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby.
(I'll sit around wishing you well).
How I'm craving you, yeah.
Every time I'm near you
(I always wanna swallow you down).
I'll be right here if you need me.
"In my life, I'll need you here.
Don't ask why I'll never disappear.
Why is it every day
That I feel the pain?
Oh yeah..."
Let's take a trip to the stars far away.
Where were you when I was down?
Staring into the dead (dead).
My pain is caused by my pleasure
(and my soulmate lives in your body).
I can't get you out of my head,
It never goes away!
"In my life, I'll need you here.
Don't ask why I'll never disappear.
In your eyes, you can bid me farewell.
Don't ever try to understand the situation!
Why is it every day
That I feel the pain?
(it always comes when I least expect it,
when I'm looking for love
always seem to be regretting it.)
Why is it every day
That I feel the pain?
Oh yeah..."


Power to the pain...
I went to a state of pain voices in my head trying to understand the situation.GODSMACKS song "Situation" explains it better than my word
Lying in my sweat drying my tears,
Waiting for you--I am...
Making me feel like I don't care
I don't care!
This situation in my head.
Will this situation ever end?
How can I feel if I can't breathe,
What we once had will never be again...
This situation in my head.
Will this situation ever end?
I cannot take it anymore!
I really like what you can five me,
But I don't know where I'm
standing right now, not yet!
I really feel like you can hear me.
Why your not turning this
around I'll never know!
Waiting for you--I am... Making me feel like I don't care I don't care! This situation in my head. Will this situation ever end? How can I feel if I can't breathe, What we once had will never be again... This situation in my head. Will this situation ever end? I cannot take it anymore! I really like what you can five me, But I don't know where I'm standing right now, not yet! I really feel like you can hear me. Why your not turning this around I'll never know!