From: Jay "Chain Reaction" Marco
To: Bloggers
Mood: Regretful
Song: Nirvana - Lake of Fire
" So... I'm sure most of you saw what I did to that mother ****er out there. "
" To be completely honest with you, I had no clue that I could possibly let it get that far. Yes, I was well aware of what I was doing. Yes, I knew full and well that it would happen to me some time or another. I just never knew... "
" Well... let me explain it to you. "
" You see, before me coming up in the WrassleNetwork, I had a mentor. That mentor went by the name of Ankh. That son of a bitch put me through so much ****. It would make Stu Hart's dungeon look like a day care - no lie. He beat me with sticks. He struck me with burning cattle prods. He trained me to be able to take as much as I can take today. "
" And do you know what I did when I got the chance to? I ****ing hung his ass. I spared nothing for him. I had no will to allow to him continue being alive. "
" But you see, I went to NGPW a while back. Must have been years ago. "
" He attacked me. Some how and in some kind of way, he attacked me. He took my place on the roster. He ****ing attacked me in an airport. "
" I truly do not understand what happened. I mean... for some reason, I saw him inside of Cooney. And I kept going. I kept attacking. I kept on and kept on and kept on. So much so, that I would have killed the kid if I hadn't caught myself. "
" To my knowledge, Ankh can not reincarnate himself like one of those losers from UCE or anything, so I doubt that it what happened. "
" So therefore... I can only apologize for tearing his ass up that bad. Sure, I intended on beating the **** out of him so bad that he remembers who the **** killed him forty years later, but damn... I didn't mean to go that far. "
" But I did. And there is no taking that back. "
" See, I got the flashbacks during our fight. Something he said triggered my memory. It made me that much more pissed. "
" Cooney, if you have some kind of access to this blog, I would like to apologize. Not for showing no mercy... not for having your jaw wired shut... but for letting it go this far. You were just the unlucky mother ****er that stood in the way in the wrong place at the wrong time. "
" So... I'm off of here for now. Good ****ing bye. "
-Jay Marco