Eves Drop of Life
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Hmm.. the next few paragraphs are not some sort of a fairy tale but for me to share my experiences and my life with those who are interested. To those uninterested, back oFF!! Haha Well.. here it goes.. I'm a human was from Peixin Primary School previously. Hehe.. I was cute and so innocent that time. That time when I was Primary 6, my ECA was Brass Band. I played Cornet - something like trumpet... Gosh! I feel like killing the instructor cos he keeps hinting on Me... I love the CCA but because of that instructor, I actually quit. Well during that time, we've learnt a lot of songs - which i cant manage. How i wish if i could turn back Time kick that instructor ouT and replaced hIm wif Me!! Wow Surely everything turns upSide Down..Haha Upon getting my PSLE results, I was unsatisfied with it. Since then I told myself to strive harder and put in more effort. I ended up in North View Secondary school. Wow! That school was bored. I took up librarian and photography club during Sec 1 and 2. That time I was Famous for my Art.. Haha.. The teacher from the Arts and Culture asked me to join in his club but I didnt join. Dunno Y.. I luv art as much as i love my life. There was once when i painted "The Floating Market of Thailand" and "The Underwater World". It took me around 6 hours for each painting. Gosh just to mix the colour and find the right kind of colour was typically exhausting!! I was so sad cos i lost those paintings since i moved house last 2 years. I dreamed to go to Laselle Art School but that was just an intention only... I think I had lost most of the skills now. when I was in sec 3 and 4, I join choir and Malay Dance.. We took part in concerts and events but the most uprising one was the SYF Combined Choir. Hehe... during that time of the year.. I pulled myself and manage to achieve things which is unexpected. I've proven myself to those who look down on me with the bursaries and Scholarships i received since Sec1onwards. Upon the results of my O-Levels.. Much surprised.. I obtained 4 As of 8 subjects. and received the Distinction Award. There's nothing to be proud of. Just surprised. That year is when i found my husband. His name was Muhd Sufiyan where my late grandma called him "Zack". Haha.. long story.. He nice and secretive guy. But sometimes theres lots of hidden things underneath his sleeves which i had difficulty digging it out. During these 4 years of relationship.. life isn't straight.. well thats understandable. We manage to get through and here we are... As years gone by, I've grown even more and become more open minded to things that has been happening around me. I observed and listen more than i speak. Thats always been me... Theres more to it than just being yourself and make yourself happy. You got to put yourself on other ppls shoes to fell the way they feel. That is when you can really understand each other and give them the comfort. But sometimes people take things for granted which i despises the most... Oh thats when they will hear me speaks the evil way.. Haha Serves them right!! I'm a gurl where ppl indirectly says "My looks are deceiving". Haha.. Yes its true.. Ppl dun actually know me inside out till they get to mingle around with me but hey.. I'm not evil, I'm not bad.. I'm just a simple plain gurl. In those quiet hearts theres not always the evil side of me which most people might have mistaken of. I'm a nice gurl.. Hehe I can't really describe the positive side of mine cos only those who know me can tell u truthfully. Now things turn out pretty low. I've this foundly new disease in me. I had a fungus. Its an infection from a cat. I had many cats previously. Its been a year but it had not cure. Its true that this diseases is hard to cure cos it come and go. Well.. I hope life will be better in future... -= The End =-
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