*Note all entries are added cronicological order from the begining of the month to the end. (dd/mm/yy)
(02/06/04) Wow, who knew that I wouldn't have anything to write for June 1st? Well actually I do. Just a couple of things. But first, let me tell you about this guy I met on Monday, which was May 31st. I finally met up with this guy that I've been chatting with on line. He's a 41 year old. He seems really down to earth and stuff. A no-guff-taking kind of guy. I met him at the Second Cup on Gladstone and Elgin. We didn't stay for very long. The meeting wasn't too long thank gawd. I was nervous and a bit figity. But all in all, he seems like an okay guy. He smokes though, and that's a bit of a turn off. We ended off on what I felt was a good note. I'll probably drop him a quick email to see what's up and if he's interested in getting together for a drink or dinner or something.
Last night, Rob and I went to go see The Day After Tomorrow. It was a good movie. Highly entertaining. In case you've been under a rock, the movie is about the next ice age. Nature quickly destroys the face of the planet and leaves it under new icy glaciers. There was a lot of cool visual effects too! Of course it was an American movie and it only showed American cities being destroyed... hmm, maybe that's a good thing. The only thing is, there was no hope for the Canadians, they were a lost cause. The Americans showed no remorse once they found that they were all kill already.
After the movie, Rob drove me home. On the way home I began to rant again about the lack of decent guys in this city. Not that I'm sick of being single. I just sometimes wish I had someone to be with. More than just as friends. Of course the subject of Tom came up. Yes I still love Tom. I think I always will. You just can't turn off your heart and expect to stop loving right? I just can't seem to reason logically with my heart. As much as I tell my brain, that what I had with Tom was truly non-existent, I just can't seem to convince my heart of the same thing.
I can say it right now, that Tom never valued me as a friend. He pushed me away and out of his life. He never liked me more than a friend. And he's straight! How much more can I spell it out to my heart? I dunno. I still long for Tommy, I miss him. I think about him alot. But I know that one day he'll disappear from my heart and out of mind's reach. Remember Gaurav? How did I get over him? I think it was because Gaurav actually started to talk about girls. Or I had solid proof of his sexuality. I dunno, I really don't know why it was different, or why it seemed easier to get over Gaurav. It just was.
Well that's all that happened on the first of June. I'm at work, and I have to get busy with a fact sheet. It needs to be drafted before my meeting this afternoon. So I'll chat with you later!
(06/06/04)Whew, what a nice and relaxing weekend. First off, let me start by telling you what's up with Royal Bank! All of their accounts are backed up! No transaction is being properly adjusted. My account was frozen for like 2 days at the beginning of last week. And now it's okay, but there is a delay in updating my balance. What a crazy thing. They said it should all be back to normal by tomorrow (which is Monday). I haven't been too badly effected by it, but I certainly took advantage of it though. My landlord said he wouldn't cash my cheque until next Friday, which means I've got some spending cash for the up comming week. I'm sure that means a lot of trouble for me, but I'll deal with it as time gets closer.
Okay, on with the show! So Jenny calls me on Friday and leaves a message and says she wants to get together for a drink after she got off work. Well since I had some money to spend, I figured why not. So I ended up suggesting a few places we could go which was Patty's Pub, Stout Brothers, The Loon & The Arrow, or the Royal Oak on the Canal. We both decided that we'd go to the Royal Oak. Jenny didn't get off work until 8pm so I had a bunch of time to kill.
We decided, to make things quicker, that I'd just show up at her place at 8:30 and we'd go from there. We got to the Royal Oak and you'll never guess who was working that night! The cute waiter that I have a crush on! He's incredibly dreamy! He has beautiful big brown eyes! Did I tell you about him already? I can't remember. He's totally taller than me. He has to be about 6'2"-3". He's kind of skinny, he has a great ass! I love the pants he wears to work, they really show off his nice ass. He didn't serve us, some other chick did. But he did walk by quite a bit. Jenny and I sat on the second floor of the place, the balcony was too full so we sat inside.
I asked Jenny what she thought and she said he was cute too. We started talking about sex, of all things! And more over, we started to talk about smells and pubic hair! Isn't that crazy. I dunno, it could have been the drinks, but we really were talking dirty. I think we both learn a little about each others anatomy that day. The highlight of the evening was when that cute waiter guy came over to grab my plate. I asked him if he was a waiter and he said that he's just a bus boy, and that sometimes he takes orders if it's too busy. He also said he was there just for the summer. I didn't know what to say, I was too shy! Plus I think I must of been blushing. He left after that. I made eye contact with him a few times, but I don't think he's gay. He didn't really seem interested at all. :( Moreoever, even if he was gay, I probably wasn't his type anyway. Oh woe is me, boo hoo.
After that Jenny and I went back to my place and watch Friends. I opened my bottle of wine and we each had a glass. I got tired really quick. I was bored and just wasn't into watch friends. And while we were at the pub, Jenny was complaining she was getting bored because the atmosphere wasn't too "happening". I mean it's a pub, not much is going to happen. And she was yawning and stuff. Well, I started to yawn when we got back to my place. She left around 2am, and I went right to sleep.
Saturday morning, I didn't have anything planned at all. I was flying at the seam of my pants. I called Marshall right away but he didn't answer. So then I gave Kevin a call and he wasn't answering either. I was just so inconvenienced by those two. So I just took a shower. Plus Jordan was starting to mull about so I figured I'd beat him to the washroom.
After my shower Marshall called and said he wanted to go for breakfast. He was expecting a call from Dana to go for brunch. He also said that Bruce was gone to Montreal for the weekend, so that meant that only Dana would be joining us. So I said cool and told Marshall to give me a call when he heard back Dana. Shortly after I got off the phone, you'll never guess who calls me next! Kevin! He calls me and suggests going for breakfast. I told him that I already had plans but we could do something later in the day. I told him that I'd give him a call after 3 or 4pm.
I finally get a call back from Marshall and he says we're all meeting at the Celtic Cross. I told him that I'd head on out to his place and we could walk over together. On my travels, I see that one cute guy again. The one that I saw earlier in the other week. I'm sure I told you abotu him. He's totally cute, he wears glasses, which really make him look sexy! He was dressed up again. On a saturday morning! I sat behind him and was able to enjoy the wafting smell of his shampoo and soap and some cologne I think. This guy is hot man! He's so totally my type! He has beautiful lips, nice brown eyes, dark hair, and brown skin. He has nice hands and nice legs, and it never hurts that he's always dressed up when I see him. Anyway, I thought I would just through that in.
So, to make a long story short, Marshall, Dana and I have breakfast at the Celtic Cross. I was so dehydrated that day. I had to walk over to the store across the street and grab an orange juice. I brought it back to the restaurant with me. We were sitting on the patio anyway, so I didn't feel too bad about it. We didn't talk about anything too important other than current politics. Dana shared some interesting stories of himself, a look into the past. Like I said, he's a historian or something so he's always sharing tid-bits with us. Like the area where the Celtic Cross use to be a hospital! Go figure! Anywhooch, we bid farewell to Dana and we went on our way.
It was a really nice day out too, cool in the shade, but the sun was really, really hot. I just wanted to go back home because I wanted to give Kevin a call. But it didn't work out that way. Marshall and I ended up going shopping! We went to Merivale and checked out the Value Village there, as well as the CD Warehouse. I checked out the books at Value Village, I'm always on the search for some Stephan King books. I seem to always buy them, but end up loosing them. There wasn't any there anyway. I checked out the rest of the store and didn't see anything too interesting other than this one shirt. Its a soccer shirt. At least I think its a soccer shirt. It kind of reminded of this one guy that I chatted with on line quite a few weeks ago. He was into soccer gear, he had a soccer gear fetish. I thought it was interesting. So I bought it, it's kind of like the most "jock-ish" item of clothing I've ever purchased.
After the Value Village stint we walked over to the CD warehouse. I didn't see anything that I was overly eager to buy. However, I did pick up a UK single of 'Just A Little While' by Janet. It included the video and the mega mix 2004! So that was really cool. After we left there, it was already nearing 4pm. I had already missed the time that I said I was going to call Kevin. I figured he'd keep himself busy and not wait around for me to call him. So I didn't feel too badly... again. Saturday was just one of those days you don't feel badly, at least for me anyway.
Our next trip took us to IKEA! Well, actually we went to GLOBO first then Chapters, then IKEA. I picked up the June issue of Instinct. I've added the link incase you didn't know what it is. But now you do! And on with the show! I ran into an old friend at IKEA, someone I worked with about 4 years ago at the tax center on Heron Road. Her name is Stacey. She got married a few years ago to her best friend. We chatted briefly, but that was it. We barely keep in touch anymore. The only thing I bought from IKEA was cinnimon buns. I figured I'd give them a try. I told Marshall that I was getting tired and he said he was too. So he drove me home.
I called Kevin as soon as I got in, which was around 5:30ish. He wasn't there. I told him that I was sorry that I didn't call him sooner. I told him that I still wanted to go see a movie, something that we'd planned on earlier that day, and for him to give me a call. I told him that I'd probably be around until 6:30pm or so. Which I didn't even end up doing. I left around 6pm to have dinner with Marshall. It was getting hot in the afternoon. Just a little bit muggy. It took me forever to get to the Royal Oak, which is where we agreed to meet. I think it took me almost 40 minutes to get there! And I took a bus! It was mostly because I spent time waiting, and then walking from Lees Avenue to the Canal. By the time I got there, I was sweaty and felt really grungy. I was starving too. I ordered this chicken sandwhich. I should of ordered the quesadillas. Because I didn't end up eating most of it. I didn't eat my fries, and the bread they used was Ciabatto, I think I spelt that correctly. But it's just a chewy bread, so I took the top bun off and ate what was left, which wasn't much. The waitress came back and asked me if everything was okay? And she also asked me if I was watching my carbs. I told her that I didn't want the food after all. And she said sympathetically, you should have said something, I could have brought you something else. And all I could think of was, "yeah, but at what cost?". I was being a bitch that night. I didn't say anything. And I didn't even tip her. Not that it was her fault, but I wasn't going to bay $20 for nothing. Oh well.
Oh, and my cute bus boy guy was just ending his shift when I got there, so I didn't get to see much of him. After we finished eating, we walked to the Loblaws and I picked up some of those mini caramel cakes. I'm addicted to those little things you know. They are so good. I've got to stop eating them, otherwise I'm gonna get fat! After that we walked back to Marshall's and sat around for a bit. We decided to catch a film and I suggested Shriek 2. And that didn't start right away. Yadda, yadda, yadda, we end up at the theaters and watch the movie.
If you haven't seen it yet, you should go see it. It's funny and cute. I won't ruin it for you though. Marshall dropped me off at home and it was still kind of early! But it wasn't early enough to make a trip down to the University. Plus Jordan had some chick over and I was so totally not in the mood for any guests. So I took a walk down to Blockbuster to buy some movies. I bought, Dickie Roberts, former child star, and Legally Blonde 2. I love the pink case it comes in. I'm thinking of going back and buying another one, and switching the cases with the first movie, so both movies will have a pink case. I'll give Marshall the second movie as a gift. I only watched the one movie and went to bed. Oh wait a minute, I finally got a hold of Kevin and made plans to have brunch with on Sunday.
And that brings us to today. I called Kevin to see if he was awake. I also made a suggestion for after we had brunch. I suggested we should take a ride out to Stitsville to check out the flea market. It's been a while since I've last been there. And it's just the sort of thing Kevin and I do. I've always gone with him. I went there once with Rob like two summers ago. But that place just reminds me of Kevin. He said he would like go. I also suggested going to Bravo, Bravo for brunch instead of our regular trip to Denny's. So I didn't get my Keith fix either this weekend. Although I should could of used a good glance at his fine ass.
So, as with any trip out to Stitsville, it was rewarding. I love checking out the vendors that sell movies and books. I managed to pick up Something's Gotta Give, with Jack Nicholson and Dianne Keaton. It's a great movie. I also found three Stephen King books, I got Deloris Claborne, Different Seasons, and Dream Catcher. So I'll be busy reading those this summer. Oh and the gayest find of all today was me buying a Backstreet Video compilation. It has several of there number one videos on it. I figured, why not? It's a boy band. We spent all afternoon there and I didn't get home until 5pmish. I stuck a load of laundry into the wash and started writing this out in the process. And, with that being said, my laundry is of course finished, my new shirt washed and I'm going to wear it when I go have desert with Marshall. So see y'all later!
(08/06/04)The last two days are a blur! But I totally had to get some writing done before too much time passes by. A few things happened since my last entry. As you all know, I was on my way to meet Marshall for desert. Well we went to Nickel's, no surprise there, and you'll never guess who waits on us! CONNOR!!! That's who. I couldn't believe it. I finally get to see Connor up close and personal. And I finally get to hear what his voice sounds like, which sounds heavenly. I also get to see his smile up close too! He has a little gab between his teeth, but other than that, he has a cute smile too. I noticed a hint of an accent, so he might speak french, or some other language. I got to totally check him out. He has cute hands, manly little hands. Not little as in freaky, but nice strong looking hands. I love, love, his curly hair! I don't know what it is about his hair. Its just so cute and sexy. I also love his eyes, I finally got to look straight into them.
Anyway, we ordered two Chocolate Celine cakes with icecream. I was just so giddy like a 14 year old girl! He came back with our cakes and did his best to make small talk. He asked us if forks was okay, because he could have brought up spoons. I felt like telling Connor that I'd like to spoon with him. I just loved they way he was so nervous and not totally comfortable with engaging in small talk with his customers. I could tell he was still trying to perfect small talk and making jokes. He looked like such a dork, which makes my crush even stronger. I finished my cake in record timing and Connor came by and picked up my plate. He even commented on it. He said, that should be noted as the record in the restaurant. Oh, Connor... that's my boy!
I wish I would have smiled at Connor more or something. But I don't want to freak him out or anything either. I ended up leaving him a $4.20 tip for just cake! Marshall left him about $2.20 so in total Connor got $6.40 from the both of us. When I left the additional two dollars on the table, Marshall cooed at me, "oh, you must be in love" and I was like, "duh".
The following day, Monday, I was back at work and really busy too. I was trying to finish off my presentation. I didn't think I'd ever get it done in time. Plus I had some information kits to put together too. However, throughout my busy schedule, I managed to find time to wander upstairs to the students office to see who was there. I have this slight interest in the boy that works there, his name is Jonathan. He's cute, he looks like a young version of Ed Harris. I think Ed Harris is a cutie, even at his age now. Or at least how he looked in Eye for an Eye, it's a Sally Field movie. Anyway, Jonathan kind of looks like him, or reminds me of him. He's really cute. I was kind of nervous going down there, but I sat down and chatted with him. Trying to get to know him. He moved here from Calgary, just for a summer job. He started the same week I did, but on the Monday. He's trying to be a health economist, whatever that is. It's sounds difficult. I learnt that he's here all by himself. He lives in Hull, really far in Hull. I was baffled at how he managed to find a place that far into Hull. He says its okay, but he's looking to move. But I doubt that he will. Anyway, we chatted for about 30 minutes. I thought maybe he would invite me along to lunch with him but he didn't. We ended up taking seperate lunches.
I went back to work after lunch and started finishing off my presentation. It took me all afternoon. I just barely got it finished. And I hadn't even got to stuffing those information kits yet. I had about 30 minutes to do it in too. So I went up stairs to see if Jonathan would be a doll to help me out. And he said he would. He came up and helped me. He's so butch and masculine. I'm starting to think this guy is straight. But we'll see.
Later that night I ended up meeting Marshall at the Rideau Centre. He made plans with Mel to watch a movie and I just invited myself along. We didn't end up seeing the movie though. It was too packed. Mel said the wasn't going to do anything else if we weren't going to go see the movie. So he went home. Marshall and I went to Nate's for dinner. I hadn't been there since Marshall used to live on Coburg. And I think he said the same thing. So it was kind of reminiscent eating there. We both had the pasta, which was soooo good! We didn't go for dessert though.
Oh yeah, you don't know that do you. Well I decided Sunday evening that I would go on a diet. No more Celine cakes for 14 days! I also vowed to run everyday for 14 days. I was determined to shed some pounds! I started this summer with the intention of losing 25 pounds and I only have about 2 months left to do it in, and my body hasn't changed at all! So I'm running every day, I'm already on day two! hahaha. 12 days left to go. I'm also suppose to be doing sit-ups every other day and that is suppose to be today. And I have plans with Joe this evening. We're suppose to go to gay bowling tonight. I wonder what that's going to be like.
Anyway, I didn't have dessert, good for me. We walked to Blockbuster cause I wanted to check out the movies. There wasn't anything there worth buying. So I asked Marshall hesitantly if he had the strenght to walk to bank street. I wanted to check out Rogers Video. He said he would as long as we could swing by his place to drop off the movies he purchased. When we got there, he tried to pull of his, I'm too tired, thing. But I forced him out again. And we walked to Rogers. I picked up Matrix: The Revolutions. It was for $15. The cheapest I've seen anywhere in this city. After that we walked back to his place and I took the bus home. I haven't done that in a while either. Usually Marshall drives me home, but he must of been too tired. I was getting tired to. And that's that for now. I'll keep you posted on the gay bowling thing.
(09/06/04) Well last night was the gay bowling thing. It was okay. I went because Joe wanted to go. And I was semi interested in anyway. We decided to go for something to eat before we went bowling. So I went home after work, took a shower to get refreshed and then headed back downtown. What a waste that was. I was totally hot and sweaty again by the time I got down there. It was a really humid evening.
So we walked down to a Subway that Joe didn't even know existed. I ordered food and he didn't. He said he wasn't hungry. But he did order one cookie. I was completely starving and ordered a half of sub and then went back for a wrap! Talk about pigging out eh? I almost got full... I mean, really full, which wasn't good cause I was going to bowl later right? So we made our way down there and I was nervous. I didn't know who I was going to see. I always get nervous showing up to this kinds of things. I hate being looked at like I'm fresh meat or something.
The second we get there, there are two older guys standing outside, they tell us there are a bunch of kids upstairs. Some group party or something. I wanted to go in to get away from the humidity. There was a lot of kids up there. And there was some pretty hot chaparones too! There was this one guy who was slightly over dressed. I thought he was the manager of the place, but he turned out to be a teacher or something. He was a hot fellow. He kept staring at me... or us. I was wondering he was gay himself.
The bowling thing didn't start until late. I think we waited around for like 30 minutes before all the kids left. The good thing was that we got our shoe rentals free. Before the kids left, the coordinator of the thing walk around with these numbered chips and we had to pick one. This told us who our bowling partner was. I was so relieved that Joe was my partner! I would have freaked if he wasn't. I wasn't feeling to comfortable as it was.
I ended up losing to Joe, but not by much. I can't stand losing to that guy. He's so competitive. Actually we both are, but that's what makes it so fun. He's good to compete against. Anyway, I think he beat me by 25 or 30 points. Like I said, not by much. After the thing was over, the coordinator gave a little speech about announcements and stuff and that pretty much ended it. Joe then asks me if I wanted to go to CP's because that's what everyone does after bowling. Except, he hasn't done it before because he always lived to far away, and he just left right after. (I guess I didn't tell you that Joe bowled with this group before?) Well he did. Like a year ago or something. Before he met Rob. Anyway he hadn't come back since. Anyway, point being, Joe moved downtown recently which means he's able to go to CP's with the rest of them. I said I'd go if he ordered a drink. He said he would so we went to CP's.
We walked there and it didn't cool down too much. I was still humid out. The sun had gone down, but it was still damn warm. I hate the humidity! I can't summer either! It was a nice casual walk, we talked about this and that. He told me that he's traveling to Calgary for his short vacation. He's going alone. Well... to make a long story short, we finally get to CP's and the front entrance is just packed with homo's! We went inside and got our drinks. Joe got some sort of vodka mixed drink. I think it was made by Smirndoff or something. I'm not even sure how to spell it. I got a Keith's. Good ole Alexander Keiths. We went back outside but there was no where to sit. So I gave my most uncomfortable and uneasy look to Joe and pleaded with him to go back inside. It was much cooler because it was air-conditioned.
So we sat there for a bit just looking at each other. It was kind of boring and we didn't have much else to chat about because we talked on the way there. Then this other younger looking guy walks up and sits down. It was a guy that Joe was acquainted with. I can't remember his name. He wasn't terribly cute. His teeth really bothered me. They were slightly jagged and dull looking. Anyway, he and Joe talked for about 15 minutes while I read a FAB magazine. The guy finally left and we were finished our drinks by then and I was ready to go. I was getting tired and I think it was after 10pm.
I asked Joe who the guy was and he said he'd tell me once we got away far enough. This guy apparently asked Joe out in the past. He was really into Joe. But Joe wasn't interested in him. Anyway, this poor guy kept hanging out with Joe, and buying him stuff. Finally Joe put a stop to it all telling the guy that something would never develop between the two. And Joe hasn't really talked with him too much after that. I think they may have seen each other like 2 or 3 times after that. And that was like a year ago or something. Anyway, I'm always happy to learn more about Joe and his past.
Joe walked me to the bus stop and waited with me until the bus showed up. That really made me happy. I always appreciate the company at the bus stop. And it wasn't the first time Joe has ever done that, he tends to do that when ever he can. Unlike Rob who barely slows the car down to let me jump out.
Well that pretty much ends my exciting night out with Joe. I didn't do anything but take another shower when I got home. And then I tried to sleep in the stickiness. URRGH! I have like 3 months left of this blasted weather to put up with!
(22/06/04) Well my weekend was alright I guess. I can't complain too much. Some things could have worked out better than others. This is going to be a long journal entry because it spands FOUR days. I'm taking you way back to Friday the 18th! Yesterday was a holiday so I wasn't in at work. Otherwise I would have started my journal writing yesterday. However, I didn't, so buckle up cause it's going to be a blast.
(Friday) Work was work for Friday. It was humid, but not as humid as the days before. I'm so sick of this humid weather. I was really wishing it would lift up before the afternoon because I had plans with Joe. We didn't get together for bowling like we were suppose to early in the week, so we rescheduled for Friday. I suggested doing something as simple as getting a bite to eat after work. He agreed.
Friday was a slow day at work. The hours went by slowly and I suggested that we should get off early, but no luck. But after I thought about it, what would I have done with myself? I still had to meet Joe at 5pm. I did some shopping on line. Actually I logged onto eBay to check out what's out there. I bought Janet's new single, All Nite (Don't Stop). It contains two videos, one for All Nite (Don't Stop) and I Want You. So this should be a really good single. There never was an official single release for I Want You which kind of sucks. I also bidded on a pair of police pants. They are dark navy blue with a light blue inch stripe down both legs. They look really good. I can't wait to get them... well first I have to win them. I also took a trip to Rideau Centre and made a trip into HMV. I saw they were selling Harry Potter on sale. So I picked them both up for $30. A good deal eh? I thought so. So that's pretty much my afternoon at work, just shopping, spending money while I make money.
At 5pm I met Joe on the corner of Elgin and Albert. We walked down to the Royal Oak on the Canal, yes that's right, where my cute busboy works. It was kind of spitting out so that kind of sucks, but at least it cooled down a bit. But it was still muggy. Joe started to question me right away about what was going on between Rob and I.
Thursday evening, I was suppose to get together with Rob and go to the IMAX. But that didn't work out because I was too cranky in the weather. Plus I was still a bit peeved from the last time I travelled for Rob's convenience. At the beginning of the month he wanted me to go to Joe's to met him then we'd travel from there. That was the night we went to watch The Day After Tomorrow. I had to rush home, which I literally didn't because the transitway was so backed up it took me about 45 minutes to get out of downtown. Then I got home, showered, didn't really get much to eat, then travel back downtown. By this time, it wasn't rush hour and there are less busses travelling. I finally get to Joe's at 7:15pm. I was 15 minutes late. And who do I see sitting on the couch like a lazy ass complaining? Rob! The F*#$ER! He starts to tell me that I'm late and now we'd have to rush. Oh, I should also mention that Joe's place has air-conditioning so Rob was all cool and dry. Oh, about that shower I took 30 minutes prior? I was all hot and sweaty again.
So I listen to Rob bitch and complain and watch him brush his teeth, walk around looking for stuff and pleasantly kissing Joe good bye... I was really about to lose it. So I finally told him, this is the last time I'm coming here when we do stuff. Rob looked at me like I was joking, I told him again, it was my last time going there. So of course, Thursday evening was another hot and humid evening, and I got home around 6pm. I wanted to take a shower and eat before going to see Rob. He told me to come over to Joe's and we'd leave from there. I told him "negative, we're meeting up somewhere". And he didn't take me serious. I told him that I wasn't going back there to meet up with him. I told him that it's too hot to be travelling here and there for him. I told him that it was fair that I had to come all the way home, and then all the way back to him while he lies around in an air-conditioned apartment. He didn't really see it that way.
So he tries to compromise with me. He tells me that if I come down there, he'd drive me home. But if I were to make him meet me somewhere, I'd have to find my own ride home. That just made me so mad. I didn't tell him what I thought, which was, why did he think he had to chauffer me anywhere? And why was he being a prick with his car? I was so angry, I couldn't believe he was using his car that way. I felt so cheap. Like I was expecting to be picked up and dropped off. And why he wouldn't do that in the first place is beyond me.
I finally took a rain check on the evening because I just could not see him. I called Marshall instead and asked him if he wanted to go see a movie in a lovely air-conditioned environment. He said he would. We watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. It was a good movie. I could tell it was slightly different from the first two. But I later discovered that it was directed by a different director. So his imput was definitely noticeable. Whether it was good or not, I still need to reflect on.
After the movie Marshall and I walked back to his place and called Fern along the way. Fern was in Ottawa on a conference. It's been a while since I last saw her. I think her last trip was sometime early March. I know there was still snow on the ground, but it was starting to warm up a bit. Anyway, Fern met us outside her hotel and we walked to the May Flower. They had desert, I just had a tea because I was suffering from a sore stomach. I think it was the cheese off the little pizza square I had before the movie. Other than that, the ice was just affecting me badly.
Fern is a funny girl. She's a big girl. And she's dainty. And all that makes her comical. I like listening to her stories, cause she's always getting herself into situations. She's very jolly. I like the way she laughs and jokes too. She's a very comfortable person to be around. We finally left the May Flower and I finally got home around 11:45pm. I was wiped!
Okay, sorry. I didn't expect to talk about Thursday too. So this journal entry goes back 5 days! That's nearly a week. Too much stuff happens in my life to write all about it. So, Joe and I are walking towards the Royal Oak on the Canal and he asks me about what's going on with Rob and I. I told him that I couldn't talk to him about it because he's dating Rob. I told him that we just didn't end up going because it was too hot to be going anywhere. Joe accepted that answer.
So we get to the Royal Oak and Joe and I grab a seat on the upper patio. It was still sprinkling so we sat under an umbrella. Oh, guess who was there! Yup, my cute busboy guy! To make a long story short, we ordered, I had quesadillas. Anyway, I had almost finished my quesadilla's and I was trying to flag down our waitress for another order (I was so hungry). But she didn't hear me. My mouth was full too, so that didn't help. As I was trying to flag her down, my cute busboy guy comes by and starts cleaning up the table next to us. My eyes immediately went to his ass. He wears these black dress pants that really show off his ass. Well since the waitress didn't hear me, I got the attention of the busboy. I looked at him and said hey. He smiled back and asked how I was doing. I said fine. Of course I had this huge grin on my face the entire time. I finally asked him if he could get our waitress and he did. I ordered another order because I was starving. I barely ate anything at all that day.
