*Note all entries are added cronicological order from the begining of the month to the end. (dd/mm/yy)
(01/12/05) Well, its official. Today is December 1st. The 31st last day of the year... if that makes any sense. I'm trying to convey a countdown here! Give me a break! Anyway I can't stay and write too long! I just wanted to write something on the first! I wanted to offical start off the month of December in my journal! Plus, this is the first time I've had a December journal entry and I decided to get a little festive and make some changes to the entry dividers. The dividers are Christmas lights if you haven't noticed!
I'm actually off to meet David! I can't wait. I've changed my clothes like three times! I wanted to pick an outfit that's comfortable but also provocative! I want to be alluring as well! I do want him to be interested in me! Or at least see if he's interested in me! Who knows!
Afterwards, I have to make a cameo at my friend Christina's little Christmas Party. She invited over a couple of us for some Christmas treats, then we're off to watch the offical light ceremony where they light up Confederation Boulevard. So that should fun. Well, I'll keep you posted on what happens! Stay at the edge of your seat!
(02/12/05) YESTERDAY was awesome! My "date" was awesome! I had a BLAST last night! I got to meet some new people! Grab a tea, some biscotti cookies and a warm blanket and cozy up for this entry!
First things first, my "date"! I had several things to care of in the morning before my date, such as getting photocopying done for studying. I'm eventually going to have to settle down and get into some sort of studying routine. I came home and I must of changed like 3 times before I headed out. I was a little nervous and I wanted to look my best. It didn't take me long to get to the theaters. David was already waiting for me. We bought our tickets, grabbed some drinks and headed off to the theater. When we got there we started to chat.
I learned that David is actually 36 years old. This time round, I had the opportunity to interrogate him. He's been here before, he took some sort of piloting lessons in Cornwall, which isn't too far from Ottawa. He came to Ottawa because of a job he simply couldn't turn down. He's just gotten into the hobby of gardening and he loves to travel. He's not sure how long he'll be in the area, but he is thinking of buying a home here. So I guess that means he'll be around for a few years at least.
I had the opportunity to bore him with my educational plans for the next 8 years. Yes, that's right, I still plan to be in school for the next 8 years. It's a long haul, but I really, really want to achieve the status of a Doctor. I hope that didn't intimidate him. But I know what my goal is and I want to achieve it. I just hope that the guy I find can be patient enough with me until I'm finished school. Anyway, its not like I'm not available to do stuff during the summers! Hmmm, come to think of it, I could save time by starting to go to school year round... that way I can graduate sooner! I'll think about that.
Anyway, back to my date. Oh! Don't you hate it when there's a bunch of kids in the theater? That's really starting to bug me these days. I planned to go to a matinee with David so we could avoid a theater full of kids. But guess what shows up? I school bus load of children. There must of been 15 to 20 of them. Of course they wouldn't shut up, and they made smart ass comments during the movie. I did my best to ignore them.
The movie was okay, I found some parts of the music to be a little too loud which made listening to the lyrics a little bit difficult. Rent is suppose to be a rock opera, but some of the guitar riffs over powered the lyrics. Other than that, it was a really good movie! I was surprised at the content in which the "play" covered... considering this "play" debute like 10 years ago? It dealt with AIDS and homosexuality! So it was definitely ahead of its time.
David enjoyed the movie. He said that they couldn't have sung anymore. I had to disagree because I thought there was a lot of dialogue between songs. But hasn't been exposed to too many musicals. I told him he should watch Chicago cause I think that musical had more singing than Rent. Of course there's that horrible musical with Modonna in it, Evita. Talk about a horrible movie and even more horrible acting!
After the movie was over, David offered me a ride home. He asked me what I was doing afterwards, but I told him that I needed to make a cameo at a classmate's Christmas party. I tried inviting him to my "Old Fashion Christmas Tree Decorating" party, but he already had plans. So I didn't bother. Instead, we just parted ways not really making any further plans. Oh well, I'd be seeing him on Sunday for curling, so I wasn't overly worried.
When I got back into my apartment, I was a little disappointed at the time, I didn't have much time to get changed and headed back out the door again. I was getting a little tired and I started to feel like I didn't want to go down town. But I did. I changed, yet again, and got my boots back on and headed downtown. I decided that I would stop of at a Starbucks before I headed over to Christina's.
I got downtown and walked through Rideau Mall and saw Ericka working at the currency exchange store. I stopped in and chatted with her for a bit. Her super yummy co-worker was working. He's a TOTAL HOTTIE! Absolutely CUTE! It's such a shame he's straight! But he's really flirty though. He's got these amazing cute pouty lips; big brown eyes and short brown hair cut like a little boy's hair would be. He's got an amazing ass, which he ruins by stuffing a HUGE wallet into the back pocket of his pants.
The dress code for the guys at this place is a shirt and tie, and he looks HOT dressed up. He's always wearing these nicely fitting black dress pants. I love checking out his ass in those pants, they hug his round cheeks perfectly! I know he knows that I check him out, but he's adorable! Anyway, I chit-chat with Ericka for a bit and remind her to come to my party. She reassured me that she was still going to come. I didn't stay long because I was actually starting to run late for Christina's party.
I ran over to Starbucks and grab my new favorite drink, Caf� Mocha with soy milk and no whip. Then I hustle ass over to Sandy Hill where she lives. There was only one other person there when I got there. Christina had laid out a little table of snacks and goodies and I met one of her other classmates. Not too long after I get there, this other girl that I've met before shows up. We all sit around and talk about nothing really, we tried to stay clear of talking about school but we ended up chatting about that.
Anyway, the real fun doesn't start until we head down to Parliament to see the light show. Of course though, we left Christina's a little too late and we miss most of the show. When we got to the hill, Christina had a couple of other friends waiting for her. One of them was named Tanya, the other girl... I can't remember. But she reminded me a lot of Roisin. It's terrible that I can't remember her name, but she's really cool and friendly.
Tanya has a husband, who's sort of cute in a very butch way, and I can't remember his name either. It's not like me to forget names. Maybe I'll remember them as I go along. Anyway, since we missed most of the action on the hill, we all decide to go grab a drink somewhere. We headed down towards Sparks Street and didn't find a suitable place. We ended up at The Elephant and The Castle Restaurant. (Oh, I have to tell you, there was this really HOT waiter wearing this extremely tight black dress pants that hugged his ass in the most sexiest way! I'm sure he only wore those to increase his tips! But I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. The good and bad thing about him was that he didn't work in the section that we were seated in, because if he was, I would have kept starring at him!)
I ordered some beer and basically played the observer role for the first hour or two. Christina left after about 90 minutes. I got a little scared cause I didn't know the rest enough to stay, but Tanya and the other girl were really welcoming and invited me to stay. So I told myself that I would stay until I finished my beer.
We talked about all kinds of stuff that wasn't related to school, which was refreshing because I soooo didn't want to think about it at that point. Once Christina I started to come out of my shell a little and talked a bit more. We spent time getting know each other and stuff. A little funny story: is when the other girl, the one whose name I forgot, was quick at the draw to say that it was her birthday and we got a free brownie! And man, was this thing HUGE! It was really good too. I ended up ordering another beer because we got into some good banter. Again, it wasn't anything too important, but stuff to get better acquainted.
The bonus thing was that Tanya was going to put in a good word for me with this lawyer she's working for that does privacy law. This lawyer is looking for student researchers and I told Tanya that, that's what I focused on in my undergraduate degrees. Plus I already possessed some minor legal education. So I've got to send off my resum� to her so she can hook me up with a job. So that'll be cool.
We left the restaurant around 10pm or so. It was quite early actually. But not before Tanya and I exchanged contact information. I'm really hoping to chat with these girls again in the near future. If I do, I'm sure you'll hear about it here. Tanya was even nice enough to offer me a ride home, but it was waaay out of her way, so I told her that it was okay.
And that's pretty much it! Now I've got to get ready for this evening. I still have to run down to the liqour store to pick up some wine and a couple of more things to get my party ready. Plus, I've got some laundry that needs to get done, dishes that needs to be wash, and I've got to cram in a time to eat too! I'm totally excited about it! Today really marks the beginning of Christmas! Well, better get busy with that... I've got a party to host! Talk to you later!
(03/12/05) My "Old Fashion Christmas Tree Decorating" Party was a lot fun! It was perfect and cute! Well, if your wondering what kind of party that is, you'd have to be pretty dumb first of all, but its a party in which I invite over a couple of friends and we decorate my tree. It's a great way to spin off my Christmas holidays! It always lifts my spirits too! I love Christmas and all the decorations and stuff. Well, I like a good decorated Christmas tree. I think it turned out pretty good. I didn't get a good photo of it because I was already a bit tipsy from all the wine! I'm including a picture of it. I don't put a lot of pictures up on my website. But I'm considering doing it for 2006! Something to look forward to next year!
Anyway, my party was a success! I don't like big crowds so I didn't invite too many people. I like keeping things intimate and close, and my little get-together was exactly that. I invited Rob and Joe, Ericka, and TJ. I also invited Kevin who couldn't make it because he had a curling game scheduled that evening. He didn't come afterwards because he was too tired to do anything. I also invited Nicole, but I didn't think she would come because she's not one to travel using public transporation. Plus it was cold out, and she's sooo not a winter person. I wanted to invite David but he said he already had plans for Friday evening, he had dinner plans. I might as well mention that Marshall had an invitation, but didn't come... but we won't go there. You know the story, so I'll move on.
So I decided to have my party start at 8pm and wouldn't you know it? All the fags show up really late! The only one who was prompt was the lesbian! Ericka showed up shortly after 8 o'clock. I gave her the 25� tour. It was Ericka's first time over at my place! Since there wasn't much to do, we decided to watch a movie while we waited for everyone else to show up. Ericka picked out Showgirls! LOL I thought that was funny! It was the only lesbianish movie that I own! She said she's always wanted to see it, but never actually got to. So I popped it in and she was hooked!
Rob and Joe showed up at almost 9 o'clock! They told me that when the first got here, they didn't see any lights on in my apartment and started to think they got the date wrong. But I told them that everyone was running late and that I had no reason to have all my lights on. The boys brought me an ornate ornament to place on my tree. It's a large glass blown globe. It's very victorian, but totally reflects there ecentric style. I've asked my guests to bring over an ornament that reflects them so I could remember them always. Ericka didn't bring anything with her, but that's ok. It's a strange to her since we Canadians celebrate Christmas a little differently than what she's used to seeing.
Shortly after Rob and Joe's arrival, TJ came blowing through the door. TJ brought the second most unique ornament so far out of all of my Christmas Tree Decorating parties. Sarah (who wasn't invited for obvious reasons) still holds first place with hers.
Just to give you a little backgrounder on what I'm talking about. I've been holding these Tree Decorating parties for a few years now. And I always ask my guest to bring something that coheres with my color scheme. Well, at last year's party Sarah brought a little snowman type ornament that had a red boa around its neck, and the lower larger ball of its body was actually a purple bell. It's pretty cool looking. The best part is the note she gave me with it:
"Since I do not believe in your conforming, my decoration to your tree is not going to fall victim to your conservative ways! You must always remember that no matter how hard you try, there will always be those who are unique and do not conform to the system - hence me. lol :)"
I loved the note so much, that I tagged it onto the ornament so everyone can read it! So, hanging on the side of my tree is this little red/purple decoration that goes against my royal blue, silver, white, glass motif I had going. You can actually see it in the photo! It's great!
Anyway, TJ brought me a disco ball which was awesome. You can see it a little near the top of my tree. It's a rather large disco ball... bigger than a large softball baseball. I really like it because it reflects how much he loves going out to dance. He's a HUGE dancer that guy! He could do it all night if he could. But the gift totally suits him and it matches my tree!
It didn't take us very long to get the tree up and getting stuff on it. Ericka mostly stayed in my room watching Showgirls every now and then you could hear her "woo-who"ing at the TV and stuff. It was kind of funny. I went and sat with her periodically to see where in the movie she was at. TJ and Joe did most of the tree decorating. I'm so glad that they got the lights up and beads on... those aren't my favorite things to put on.
Rob assembled my "Christmas village". They got me a few houses to start up my own set. They said you can buy all kinds of accessories with is like people, snowmen, santas, little trees, etc. Sounds like a lot of work. It looks cool when it's all lit up though. The little houses got lights in them. Rob also gave me some cotton batting to use for snow. Rob and Joe have a little village set up on their fireplace and it looks really, really good! But that's like several hundreds of dollars later! Joe really wants to add a moving train set around his village. But there isn't enough room. There's looks really cool. I guess I'll build up mind over the years.
Amidst all the tree decorating, we popped open a few bottles of wine. Currently I'm totally into Shiraz. My favorite shiraz is made by a Chille winery called Casillero del Diablo which translates into the Devil's Cellar. It's an awesome Shiraz that includes a touch of chocolate and a hint of hot peppers. It's an amazing tasting wine, unlike any other Shiraz I've tasted. Anyway, I mention that because we ended up with three different bottles! Ericka brought a Shiraz made in Australia and TJ brought a Shiraz Cabernet also made in Australia. Unfortunately, I can't remember what that tasted like because I had several glasses by the time that one was opened. But they were all good.
(04/12/05) Wow, that was some crazy party last night! And the best part was that I didn't even get drunk! I didn't really drink anything. I did have some stuff to drink, but not enough to really effect me. I was hoping for some HOT guys to show up, but there wasn't too many of those. There were some notable cuties that did show up though - more about those later!
I didn't get too much sleep the night before. After eveyone left my Christmas party, I couldn't get to sleep. I was a bit too buzzed from all the wine that I had. So I played on my computer for a bit, and then watched some TV before I finally felt sleepy enough to sleep. By the time that happened, it was like 5am! As you can imagine, I didn't sleep too long. I woke up before noon! And I couldn't get back to sleep. I knew that I needed more rest because I had the Christmas party to go to. But I got out of bed anyway. I figured that I would just take a nap later if I needed one. I figured that I would just take it easy, make a big pot of tea, watch some movies and take it easy. I also decided that I would take a day off from studying too - I wasn't up for that at all. I decided that I would take a guilt-free day off and just relax.
Well that didn't last too long because Rob called me and invited me to go with him and Joe to Merrickville to go shopping and have some lunch. I really did want to go, but I knew that I would be too tired to survive that and then go to the party. I did the right thing and told Rob that I would go! Yeah, I know, not one of my better choices.
I jumped in the shower and it relaxed me and made me sleepy and only reminded me that I had a long day ahead of me. I decided that going to Merrickville with Rob and Joe wasn't probably the best idea. I called Rob back and told him that I didn't think I would make it. I told him that I had to get back to Ottawa early to get ready for this Christmas party and I didn't want to rush them on there day out.
After that, I got on with the original plan. I had some breakfast, made a big pot of tea and watched a movie. I was starting to get worried because I wasn't getting tired. So I listened to some music and that didn't really work either. It was getting closer and closer to 5pm and I wasn't getting tired. So I decided to rest my eyes anyway and force myself to take a nap. That didn't really work, but I did lie there for about 45 minutes. I finally got up and got myself ready.
I stopped through the Rideau Centre and ran into Ericka. She told me she was a little tired from the night before, but not terribly tired. She thanked me and told me she had a great time at my Old Fashion Christmas Tree Decorating Party! She wasn't used to such a small gathering but she still appreciated it because it gave everyone the opportunity to interact with each other. It was very intimate. Which is what I like and why I don't like BIG parties, because there's just so many people and its hard to mingle with everyone. Plus, it hards to squeeze into a group because people are constantly moving and the whole concept is fluid and I get lost in it all. Anyway, I didn't chat with Ericka for too long because I had to get going. She thanked me for the little Christmas tree that I gave her. She said she was excited and couldn't wait to decorate it! She's so cute! Before we finally parted she reminded me about her Christmas party which is in like 2 weeks. I told her that I would be there.
I grabbed some Tim Bits and made my way to the party. When I got there, I immediately felt alienated and alone, but everyone made me feel welcome. I should have known cause there guys are pretty cool that way. They got me to play this weird game. They made me leave the room while the rest of them came up with this crazy dream that I had to figure out by only asking 'yes' and 'no' questions. Anyway, I came back into the room and I started to ask these questions and I managed to piece together the follow: There were 5 naked muppets fishing for trout in a river! I was running out of questions and was quite frankly getting frustrated, so they let me in on the gag. They said that all they were doing was answering my questions in a set pattern, which was 2 no's and 1 yes. So every third question I asked, I got a yes. And I was actually the author of the dream myself. Everyone had a good laugh and said that I was the weird one because I was asking all the questions! I thought it was semi-clever of them.
Everyone was getting hungry and we didn't eat until about 2 hours after we were suppose to. I was happy to see Erin show up. She's turning out to be a pretty good chum and she seems to like me enough to want to hang out with me. The first of the cute guys to arrive was Chris. I wish I had a last intial, but I don't. Chris is a pretty common name and Gumby knows how many times that name has shown up in my log somewhere. Anyway, this guy was really cute. I'd even say he was pretty HOT. The only thing that I didn't like was that he was really, really skinny! Why are guys so skinny?
Anyway, here is the basic 411 on Chris: He's in his early 20's taking accounting so far, but he wasn't to switch programs. He's about 5'10" to 6' tall. He has light brown or hazel colored eyes, medium brown hair which is cute very short. Like I said, he was pretty skinny, he probably has a waist size of 30" or less (YIKES!). He's pretty symmetrical which makes him easy on the eyes. Plus he has this smile that's just absolutely rebellious which gives him that bad boy edge! I think that's what really attracted me to him. That he was projecting this bad boy image, but under it all he was actually shy and timid. But that's pure fantasy.
(06/12/05) I had lunch with Rod earlier today. We went to Poncho Villa. I told him the big news about me. I guess I can tell you about it too. It's still a bit strange, but what I did was make a new lifestyle choice... no not a sexual one, but a religious one. You see, I always believe in God and the whole Christian faith and all that, but it just seemed after all this time that I never got anywhere. After I really thought about it, I got to where I am because I got myself there.
Well... I was surprised that I even thought of renouncing my faith, but I realized that I've always been miserable and depressed and never had I been given the opportunity to be freed from it all. It felt as though I was perpetually destined to live my life in misery, without having any sunlight in my life. I look all around me and people are being showered with happiness... all the things that equate happiness to them that is. I've also seen strife and stuff like that, but happiness always seemed to follow those people shortly afterwards. But not for me. I had to work really hard to even see a glimpse of happiness. It seemed like I was the only person on this planet who had to settle for scraps... what ever was available left on the floor from someone else's happiness.
Picture this: a brilliant birthday party with tons of balloons, a big cake, party favours, confetti, streamers, tons of presents, happy children, sunshine, clowns! And in the corner is a little boy who isn't as colorful as the rest, but a surreal faded and washed out boy who smiled his biggest smile because he was happy to see everyone else happy and he put himself before others. But the party blurs past him in a single moment and he's left there after its all over, its darker and there's nothing left of the party other than torn wrapping paper, deflated balloons and ripped streamers. The little boy - still content collects various pieces to remember a glorious time - even though this time belong to someone else and not him.
That's how I viewed my life. That's all I've pretty much experienced. I believed I was happy, but it was someone else's happiness, not mine. I felt that I had to be thankful for all the little things in my life to find my happiness. I did. I did that for a long time. I tried being thankful every moment that I was thankful for. I stock piled them all up and tried to paint a past of happiness that I was given... but that wasn't happiness to me. It didn't seem like anyone else was doing what I had to do to get happiness. It seemed like everyone else just waited and suddenly, they were blessed with tons of it and everything in their lives made sense and things were great for them.
I held out, waiting for that to come my way. I spent many hours in darkness, many nights crying for a shred of a ray of light to beam on me letting me know that it was my happiness finally shining on me. I hoped and prayed to be happy, I prayed and hoped for nearly 10 years or so. I finally snapped and realized that God wasn't going to bring me any happiness... not like everyone else. And if we were all created equally, why was I the exception? Why was I being treated differently?
I really started to feel like "God's Stepchild" - just like Janet wrote. Can you image what that implies? Being God's stepchild? It's being that far removed from him that he doesn't have the time to be bothered with something that's really not a part of him. I felt like that. That I was different, that I was at the edge of the crowd - a crowd comprised of millions and millions of people who were his children - God's Children. There I was, at the very edge, trying to be like everyone else, trying to play by the same rules, trying to receive the same attention as everyone else... and I never got it. God wanted to keep me miserable and keep me in the darkness without any guidance.
Well... to make a long story short, I snapped. I wasn't going to take it anymore. I was going to start life anew and this time, start living it for myself. On my own. There are so many people out there, so many societies who do it everyday and they are all happy. I decided this, this past Friday afternoon. I decided to shred off the heavy potato sack cloak that I had been wearing for so long and try to find something that I would be happy wearing.
I didn't experience any kind of epiphany. The world was the same as it was before. I just felt a weight had been lifted off of my chest. I was slowly filled with hope - a new kind of hope. One that wasn't deceitful or filled me with a sense of false hope. For once, I felt that happiness was truly just around the corner. I felt from that point on, it was me and me alone. Whatever was to happen was because of me. I was the author of my own destiny. I was no longer filled with fear. I had no fear or inhibitions. It almost felt exciting.
Now, when I renounced my religion and chose not to believe in God or the things he does; it logically meant that I didn't believe in the Devil either. Satan no longer existed because to believe in one meant you believed in the other. So its not like I was subject to Satan coming and posessing me. Those spiritual dogmas no longer existed in the new paradigm that I stepped into. I stepped into a paradigm of science. Something I've become quite familiar with anyway.
So, I had to tell Rod. I know that Rod has been trying to bring himself closer and closer to God. He took it quite well. And of course he told me that God will be there to welcome me back. I just smiled and shook my head. I really wonder where our friendship will go from here. How much of it will change now that Rod has adopted a much stronger religious outlook on the things he does in life. Then again, maybe things won't change too much.
Well, that's all I wanted to say. I justed wanted to tell everyone the big news. Now I have to decide if this is something that I want to tell my parents. I wonder how they'd react to that? Well, my oldest brother doesn't seem to hold a strong faith in religion or God, and they don't seem to be bothered by it. However, my parents to regard me differently. They do see me as being a "good son". One that will go far and that they'll be proud of. Little do they know... I could possibly be the worst thing. LOL As if eh? I'm sure they'd be cool and supportive with whatever I decided to do with my life. Okay, that's all for now!
(09/12/05) I have to appologize for not writing too often this past week. But nothing really has happened. I finally got my act together and developed a reading schedule. So I've been really busy with that. I'm still not productive as I should be, but at least I'm doing it. But it really seems like I've been just spending all day reading, and then sleeping. It's kind of getting depressing and I want to do something else. I really hate this looming feeling of something hanging over my head, such as these bloody exams!
I do want to take the time to let you in one what I did last night though. I did a volunteer shift last night at school and you'll never guess who was all there. Only the three hottest guys within the organization! There names are: Chris R, Mike, and Dustin. These boys are all around 6 feet tall, big broad shoulders, all short dark hair, and very masculine looking. And the best thing is, they are all roommates too! There are two other roommates that don't volunteer, but I'm guessing they are just as hot as theses three. My favorite of the three is Mike! He's totally my type! He's got tanned skin, dark hair, dark eyes, about my height, and he's got these massive hands! Bigger than mine. I can just imagine how warm they would be if he held mine while we were outside. He has an incredible ass and these hunky thighs. He's totally delish!
All I could think about last night was how awesome it would be to do a "boxer-raid" at there place! Just think about it! How hot would that be! I'd grab them all! Both clean and dirty! LOL Yeah I'm a perv! hehehe. I didn't get the chance to work with Mike, I worked with Chris R, whom by the way is a different Chris R from the one at the Christmas Party that I went to on Saturday, hence the R that I've used behind his name. But this guy was HOT too. He has a girlfriend which sucks, but the best part is: He wants to be a COP! How unbelieveably sexy is that? This guy in a uniform!? Totally HOT! This guy is also my height, a little skinnier than I am, but still has a great upper body, and a nice little butt. He has light brown hair, and brown eyes, and a cute little nose. I spent the evening picturing this guy in a uniform and me in some sort of compromising position trying to get out of a ticket! Man, I'd do anything to get out of a ticket with him. I'd let him abuse his power of authority over me anytime!
Whew! Well I'm going to take a cold shower now! I've got myself all worked up. I just thought I would share that tid-bit with you! Talk to you later!
(10/12/05) Did you know that Rod and I watched two movies this week? We watched Walk the Line on Tuesday and we watched The Chronicles of Narnia: the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe last night. It was a really good movie!
I was pretty fed up with studying and I just didn't want to do anymore. I tried really had to get some done, really I did. But I wanted to do something, anything other than reading more cases! So I called up Rod whom of which I found out that didn't even go to work yesterday, and asked if he wanted to go watch a movie. He said he would and we tried going to a movie that started during the afternoon, but we didn't make that because he was late. So we decided to grab something to eat and wait for the next show time.
We jumped on a bus and went out to Gloucester where Silver City was and we ate at Nickel's. Boy did I eat a lot! I had this vegetarian bagette sandwhich was incredibly greasy! Rod ordered some nacho's which came with chicken, but I ate around it all. I filled myself on all of this greasy junk food and I felt totally bad about! Guilty as they say. We sat and chit-chatted about this and that. He told me why he skipped work, which was because it had gone to a huge office party.
