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MIRRORS

There�s a full-length mirror in the bathtub
so that when I take a shower I can see everything
I can see all of me
I�m talking about my pee pee.

What kind of a sick fuck designed this place?
I don�t know about anyone else,
but I consider my dick the surest sign of my weakness
my insufficiency
my lack and my want.
My penis is part and parcel of all that makes me puny
� am I right, guys?

Now, I honestly don�t know how I stack up against the median
� I was home-schooled and I can�t afford a gym;
so, unless I ever get invited to one of those legendary circle jerks
a friend of a friend once heard about
(Oh, why can�t I be part of that scene?)
� all I ever see is a tiny flap of meat,
dangly and diminished hot-doggy,
and I think and I wish,
�There must be something more than this.�

Even it�s frequent change of dimension points poorly back to me.
Can�t my body even make up its mind what it�s supposed to be?
It�s not like my feet suddenly go rock solid at the most inconvenient times�
Well, OK, that once�

All of this flashes before my eyes
in this damnable shower
as I regularly flash me.
I am persecuted by an architect who wants to shame me
to shrink me
to separate my psyche from my cock.
The builder was probably a woman.
Damn her!
And damn me, for being so small
(Oh, why must I be fourteen inches?)
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