i think i forgot how to feel 
emotions locked up
somewhere deep inside
inside they hide
the walls we built
through all these tears
sometimes
i pray for the day
when the walls crumble
when i see myself
the beauty shaded
in my eyes reflection
all hope faded
fearing
the emotionless stare
reminds me
of my eyes
as i looked at you
feeling
the icy glare


as time drifts by
our voices
in circles
can you hear it
slient screams

in our childs tears
can you see it
the fear
fear you and i gave

even when we wipe their eyes
tomorrow
their tears return
our voices 
in circles
can you hear it
silent screams

honesty and trust
washed away
the feeling, love
fades away
meaningless words
thrown in the face
silent screams
taken loves place


she wakes to slience
as many times before
she's closed her heart
and feels for you
no more
her voiceless cries
replaces her smile
with the feeling of hate
no, not for you
but the life she lives
so her raident smile 
knowingly fake
another days wasted 
another smile tomorrow
when she wakes

my dreamy fairy

she closes her eyes
to drift asleep
seeking her hopes
upon her nights dream
a new life
she sees it
feeling the flutter
as she spreads her wings
crisp cool air
caressing
each strand of hair
as dawn breaks
she hears the sparrows
slowly opening her eyes
she wakes 
the dew of the leaf
rolls from her cheek
as she lifts her head 
off the branch
she fell alseep

stormy fairy

her broken wing 
fallen without grace
her glistening smile
fades from her face
she hides inside
this dark hallow place
teasing herself
with the dancing ray of light
daydreaming
feeling the green grass
and the morning dew
touching her feet
feeling the cool wind
as the breeze hold her wings
the fresh smell
new morning blossoms
the petals will release
a flash of blinding light
startled
she hides in the dark, hollow tree
sobbs like the rain
as her tears fall to her tiny feet



i give to you
 my silence
with every word you say
i give to you
my lifeless self
with every day i wake
my heart 
as closed as my mouth
sweet silence
i nolonger cry
being with you
has taken that away
you made my tears
your own
so i give to you
my silence
for my words 
i call my own
you've taken away
pieces of me
when the time comes
you will set me free
and I will rid you
the pieces of me