Copyright Charity Meyer 2004
I can feel it
The fear, hiding inside us
Creeping through
Taring us apart
Slowly
My heart dying,
My soul crying
My life,
It feeds from you
My strength,
Now my weakness
I'll fall apart
If we let go of us
In my heart,
In my soul...
A taste of pain
With each bite
Each whisper
Lingers
A chilling embrace
Now felt
By the touch of his hand
He leaves
Haunting me
By the love we once shared
Darkhearted
By the emptiness I now feel
Everyday seems to be filled with rain, I cry... Sometimes it helps release the pain. Feeling unable to reach out to you... My hands, weak. My heart, Weak. For you I cannot hold, you I cannot see. My heart breaks. Your voice I cannot hear, Your words I can nolonger read. Darling, Before I leave...I whisper, Don't forget me. Hold me in your heart. Carry me with you. Everyday when you wake, think of us. Everynight when you fall asleep, remember us. As you sleep soundly, embrace the dreams of you and me. I whisper...
Baby, Please don't forget me...
I love you!
I wake up everyday
longing for you
To be there, to be here
everywhere
Every moment we share
You take a piece of me and make it yours
Every word you say, makes me pray for another day
The emotions you make me feel
This love
so real
The aching of my heart
as it breaks when we part.
I love and miss you darling.
Always,
Charity
My heart taken, yet clouded by others
The rain passed, they will nolonger cloud my love for you.
Believe the trust within my words,
I've hid behind them well
Trust in me
I love you, only you....
Did your heart skip a beat?
When I said those three words...
Could you almost hear them?
As you felt that feeling rush through you...
I know I could.
It was like you made my heart melt
all over again.
All the life you made me feel,
came alive deep inside of me.
All the hope I felt,
Lifted.
Made into dreams again.
Tell me,
Does your heart skip a beat?
When I tell you "I love you".
Could you almost hear me?
Did you feel that feeling of love rush through you?
I know I do...
Every move you make
the love I felt, feel
You take
Draining what was left
Erased....
Is this the real you
If so, you have....had me fooled
I can nolonger look to you
much less speak the words
The HATE in your actions
Do you even know how you felt, feel
Was anything you said to me, real
Your leaving our memory
Faceless....
Your forcing it upon me to hate you
Do you think I see this as fighting for me
I do not want you to, give up
set me free
I do not want your love
If this is how you show, you loved me
I do not want your hate
Who are you?
your faceless.....
Forgive me
For all I feel is emptiness
Do not hold me
For I am hallow
I'll slip throught your hands
Love
Do not love me
My heart cannot feel
Tears
I don't show emotion
I am empty
I am hallow
I am drained
Lifeless
This is me
Let me be
Alone
I watch you
Wanting to feel you,
breathing on my skin
Imagiing your warmth,
caress me
as your heart does, my soul
To lay next to you
Watching you sleep
I'd kiss you
As your starting to dream
I'd love to have you here, with me
Lying next to me
Believing,
here is where your meant to be
as she has many times before
She has closed her heart
Feels for you, no more
Her voiceless cries
Hides behind her smile
Replaced with feelings of hate
No, not for you
But the life in which she lives
Yes, that radient smile
Knowingly fake
Another day wasted
Another smile tomorrow
When she wakes
my life walking by
having nobody
to erase what I feel inside
shallow
some have even believed they loved me
well, what they think is me
feelings erased
they let me fade
I push them aside
alone once again
I am
...anymore
But you'll always remember me
...remember us
You'll have me there
Haunting your memories....
Think back to when we... First met
You cannot forget
I was always there for you
When you felt she walked all over you
Who was it, you turned to
...me
You'll always remember
...remember me
You once dedicated a song to me,
one of the last days we spoke
which song was it?
Do you remember...
Oh yes,
Suffocate
The words of Hate....
Let my love haunt your mind
as that song does mine...
The love you had
...you left behind
You pushed me away
...so far away
The love we shared
The love
...we threw away.
Drown in this hurt
You make me feel
Smothered emotions
Choke on what is real
Tell me "Our connection"
You feel we have
Show me the direction
Of this "Life's Path"
Drown in this pain
You bestow upon me
Let it drain you
As you have me
Leaving me lifeless
Cold
Felt inside me
I'm falling
deeply asleep
Take me,
I'm alone
when I wake
When I dream
My lifeless body
asleep
My light,
made dark
I can nolonger see
My life awaken
my life taken
I'm alone,
alone
Save me,
before I fall asleep