Longing
Disclaimers: I do not own D.N.Angel
Author: Sley
Information: Dark's POV. And thanks to Ouji-chan for being my beta-reader once
again ^.^
Daisuke is sleeping and I am in control now. but I am not stealing.. not even
flirting. I am just sitting on the bed and staring at your picture.
You are smiling. my friend. my love.
I don't really remember when it started.. or why it began.. but every time I see
you, my heart aches and I could start crying.
It is pathetic.. you love someone, who is never going to feel the same for you.
the same goes for me.
I love you. it's as simple as that. every time I watch you smile, I could just
fall into your arms.. but I don't dare. you are so far away, yet so near. all
this time we've been fighting against each other. what for?
Do I deserve this pain? You know that I feel. I told you once.
But still you cannot love me.. is it something I said? Something I've done? You
say I am cute, that you could love me.. if it weren't for your own feelings.
A single tear flows over my cheek and I am still staring at your picture..
The window is open and the cold winter air comes in. makes me shiver.. but yet I
keep staring and crying.
I don't believe that you'd ever come here and comfort me. nevertheless I wish. I
long for it.
Why can't you stop loving someone who doesn't feel the same and only hurts you?
A bitter laugh echoes through the room.. I am the same.. a fool. but I am not
able to stop it.
Kill me. hurt me. but don't leave me alone and unloved.
Is what I'm asking for too much? Please tell me. my ice demon. could you. love
me? Touch me.. hold me. and never let me go again?
Tears continue falling down my cheeks, but my head jerks up and your picture
floats to the floor as I see you standing in the doorway. smiling.
~the end?!.~
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