Disclaimers:
I do not own the song, not the characters used...
Warnings:
Sad, death,…
Author:
Sley
Information:
I just stood up today and listened to this song of Metallica.. and then I got
this idea ^-^ I just think it fits the situation. The story starts when Gohan-
san died…
Harvester
of Sorrow
My
life suffocates
Planting
seeds of hate
I’ve
loved, turned to hate
Trapped
far beyond my fate
Slowly
I walk forward.. I do not dare to believe my eyes… it is not possible.. this
can’t be his body… they could not have killed him… stunned I am now
standing in front of him.. the tears leave my eyes as if they want to drown
me… I do not feel the rain… I do not feel the tears… I do not feel my
heart.. I only do feel sorrow.. hatred.. anger..
I
sink to my knees and clench my teeth.. how could they have done that to me? How
dare they take your live? You are… have been my only friend.. my father, my
brother, my beloved… everything.. it’s not fair.. have I done something
wrong to deserve such a destiny? Why have you knocked me out, Gohan??? Maybe you
would still be alive.. I would not have allowed them to kill you.. I would have
been able to prevent this… for sure…
I
give
You
take
This
life that I forsake
Been
cheated of my youth
You
turned this lie to truth
I
am not able to control my anger anymore.. I cry, out of sorrow and I scream, out
of hatred… the earth begins to shake as I finally manage to transform.. why
now??? It would have been useful before.. then maybe I could have saved him…
my scream echoes through the destroyed city and everything near me explodes at
the blast of energy.
I
swear… for everything that I am.. I am going to kill those two fucking
androids.. I hate them.. they destroyed my life.. my hope.. my love.. and my
world.. I don’t have the chance to be young.. to be innocent.. I am not able
to afford this..
The
only thing I am able to do now.. is to accept.. this lie.. in order to create a
better life when I am mature… forget the youth.. the childish- like behaviour…
I am going to kill you!!!!!!!!!
Anger
Misery
You’ll
suffer unto me
You
took his live.. and I am going to take yours.. you took my youth and turned it
into hell… you’re going to pay for that.. everything you’ve done is going
to come back to you.. in my hands… I am going to take revenge.. and all this
is going to cost you dearly…
Harvester
of sorrow
Language
of the mad
Harvester
of sorrow
Slowly
I stand up again and watch your face… the scars destroyed the perfect lines…
their shapes are going to crash under my fist.. they have never been perfect…
a miscalculated machine.. who does not deserve to be alive anymore.. they never
deserved it anyway.. I am going to be the judge and they are going to scream out
of fear…
Pure
black looking clear
My
work is done soon here
Try
getting back to me
get back which used to be
Drink
up
Shoot
in
Let
the beatings begin
I
carefully lift you up and start my journey back home.. a home in hiding.. always
being chased.. hunted.. beaten.. this is not a live!! This is a living hell…
but as long as I am still on this earth.. I am going to do everything possible
to kill these androids.. to destroy their laughing faces.. to crash their metal
skin..
Your
weight seems nothing in my arms.. you are as light as a feather.. with the face
of a dead angel.. the tears and the rain are still flowing.. but if they want to
drown me.. they do not succeed.. if they want to comfort me.. this is a failure..
the only thing that would be able to calm me.. would be the death of those
things.. by my own hands…
My
aura blazes gold and if I concentrate the rain is not able to get through.. if
you would still be alive.. I would proudly run to you and show you all this..
“Hey
Gohan.. look what I’ve done..!”
You
would laugh and tousle my hair. “Good Trunks.. I am proud of you..!”
Why
am I not able to stop crying.. you’re dead.. here in my arms.. they killed
you.. and there are no Dragonballs anymore.. so we’re not able to resurrect
you.. I hate all this.. this misery.. this pain.. this loss… when is all this
going to stop…?
Distributor
of pain
Your
loss becomes my gain
Slowly
I lay you down the bed… my mother is beside me.. shocked, but with tears in
her eyes… she had seen more dying than her son.. vegeta, goku.. and all the
others who had been her friends.. I had been too young to become aware of
that…but I somehow don’t care, right now.. I have lost Gohan.. my dearest
Gohan.. I do not care how many have died the last years.. what my mother had
lost… I only have to look at his face and I’m getting angry again..
Anger
Misery
You’ll
suffer unto me
Every
time I fought them.. I had been beaten.. the last time they nearly killed me..
but my anger is still there… I only have to look at some old photos with me
and Gohan and I’m crying again.. and what are they doing??? They laugh at me
and always leave me behind.. I am some sort of game to them.. they don’t take
me seriously..
Oh
Gohan.. what am I supposed to do? You are dead.. my mother is desperate.. she
always fears for me.. and I don’t know what she’d do if I’ll accompany
you.. I am her only hope now.. the only hope of this planet.. the people here
love me.. they see my power and stare at me.. don’t they recognize that I am
not yet able to be the successor? I am always lucky that I’m still alive…
But
my mother told me a plan.. to go to the past and prevent something.. I guess
I’m going to do it now.. the beating today.. somehow cleared my mind.. if
I’m always fighting them without a chance.. then I am not able to take revenge..
then I am stupid.. and I said that I would kill them.. and I am definitely going
to do just that…
Harvester
of sorrow
Language
of the mad
Harvester
of sorrow
The
past is.. kinda strange… everyone is so.. unaware of the danger.. it seems as
if they don’t take it seriously.. but it was good to see my dad for once.. and
to see Gohan alive.. I’ve always only seen him that young on pictures.. but to
hear his voice.. to feel his presence.. was such an overwhelming experience..
that I went to your grave again.. now I am standing here… and I am telling you
everything.. I don’t even know if you can hear me.. to be exactly.. I am
speaking with the earth right now.. there’s nothing more in front of me.. are
the dead able to listen to the ones that are still alive? I don’t know.. but
if you’re able to hear me.. then.. sometimes I wonder.. why are you not
bothering to answer?
All
have said their prayers
Invade
their nightmares
To
see into my eyes
You’ll
find where murders lies
Finally
I am back.. I have been to the past again.. and I also have been killed.. but I
did not see you in the afterlife.. well… to be precisely I felt your presence,
but right then I had been alive again.. and somehow I have the feeling that you
have been smiling as you felt me disappear.. but I don’t know..
Now
I am standing in front of that monster.. the woman.. the blonde.. well.. blonde
ones were never supposed to be clever, were they? She is not really even able to
scream as she dies.. she never expected me being that strong.. well.. I am so
sorry to prove her wrong…
Her
brother stares at me in pure hatred.. yeah, come on.. now you get to know what
it means to lose someone you love.. feel it.. show me your anger and try to beat
me you pitiful things.. you don’t stand a chance against me.. and you don’t
even know it.. it is hard not to smirk..
So.. you killed Gohan.. you ripped my heart out.. I am still able to feel his lips on mine as he kissed me, some days before you destroyed my live… how could you?? The old anger surfaces again and I don’t hesitate long to vaporize you.. like your sister.. ashes to ashes...
Infanticide
You
killed a part of me… my youth… and now I am killing you.. you’re never
going to exist again… I have been the judge.. and now your destiny has been
fulfilled..
I
turn around and once again I look at your grave… yes.. I destroyed them… my
anger has vanished… but as I see a picture of you.. tears again start to pour
out of my eyes…the sorrow.. is still there.. and now it’s time to gather it…
Harvester
of sorrow
Language
of the mad
Harvester
of sorrow
Language
of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
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